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well, i really don't know where to start. Andrew and i talked today... i have such a weird feeling, though. idk what it is. i can't quite put my finger on it. but, um, let's see... other than himm- today wasn't all that great. even though i went down to take my playing test for band 4b and i did quite well. I got 10 out of 10 on both scales i ( Read more... )

So, you know that one expression, "what do you do when the person who can make you smile is the one that made you cry?" yeaa, that's sort of like what im going through right now. Okay- i need to know what the big deal is with katie. I mean, c'monn. She, like, can't get over andrew. Thing is, i talked to andrew today and found out that they kissed ( Read more... )

Todayyy was a good day overall. I'll start by saying the fun *adventure* i had with Steph L. and Tonayyy! haha. After school, i was going to go home with Krystal cause i didn't have a ride home. But, she had to go to rotary club er something so i went with her. Tony and steph were there too. Steph said she needed cigs so i went n got em for her and ( Read more... )

Well, lately- everything's been good. Today in school i had all of my classes... but they went pretty fast. I'm actually looking forward to going back to school tomorrow. i can't believe i just said that... but yea. i am. I'm not too sure why. I have a lesson 1a and then friday, i have a make-up 1b with Vicky. Friday, i have to go in for an ultra- ( Read more... )

Well, lately- not much has happened. I'm still thinkin how i'm ever gunna see andrew again because his mom doesn't want us together i guess because i'm older than him n she thinks he's immature or whatever. idk. Kinda sucks. Plus i'm thinking... how would it work out if all i ever do is talk to him over the phone and i never ever get to see him ( Read more... )

My 18th Birthdayyyyy!!!!!

Yesterday was my 18th birthdayy! we deffinutley got the advantage outta that one. Okay- i slept over and steph's house the night before because we were going to go see "White Noise" but the lines were wayyy too long (outside), so we just drove around pretty much. Plus sang to all of the songs on the radio (oldies!! haha ( Read more... )

Well, today's been going well so far. I got up this morning after having more than 2 to 3 hours of sleep so that was good. then steph came n picked me up for school cause kevin had to get to school early for jazz ensemble. I sure as hell wasn't gunna be here at like 6:45. Anyway- 1st block jess caitlin n i just talked the whole time in english n ( Read more... )

Well, i hope all of your breaks were great ;) haha. Um, let's see... hm- last night i couldn't sleep because of my ass. Yea, andrew had exactly what i have now. A pilonidal cyst. It's horrible. I went to the doctor's for it and she said a bunch of stuff which i've allready heard from andrew. She said to like take hot baths for 15 minutes [which don ( Read more... )