if today is foreshadowing the events of this week, i might as well not get out of bed. we didn't do well at crew, linz is mad at me, uma hates me, and my whole world is being turned upside down. i don't want to go to school...

fuck yea kids, i am the BEST kisser in the world!

i've got my race in less then 3 hours. alright, i think i can do this.

my team dinner was awesome. gotta love how like NO ONE could find my house.

just a few highlights, i gotta go to bed soon.

• Everyone got lost at one time or another


• taco eating contest


• limbo


• SUNNY VS. COURTNEY for the CHS CREW TITLE!


• Michelle fell through her chair. hope u feel better

I just got home from Linz's. That was awesome. I went to her house and i notied all these little jew a ma bobs on her wall. I played with mango with this laser pointer. That is the craziest cat in the world. Linz and i went to t~licious and then ran across namanns(sp) road to the fountain, we sat there for a lil and then walked to Wawa, i got ( Read more... )

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today sucked a lot. I cut... quick update ( Read more... )

everything sucks, suicide is on my mind all the time. it feels like the only way to get rid of the horrible pain. Anne and Sammy talked to me about my cutting.I've decided to give my blades to Anne and have her throw them away for me so i can't go and fish them out. Um i hate school. no longer too fond of crew. this is beat.

as of right now it feels like its the only way out... i just can't take it anymore. I'm tired of hurting, i'm tired of being lonely, and i'm tired of being so god damn sad all the time. i just want to give up. Ya know, just end it. I mean its too hard to go from one day to the next pretending that you're happy when you know that deep down inside ( Read more... )

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