i just wish that i could take it all back. if i knew all the pain that these two friendships were going to bring me i would never of said Hi to these people in the first place. I know that i have had some fun times with these friends and i wouldn't ever give up those memories, but the emotional pain that these friendships have caused me are so over ( Read more... )

"cheer up emo kid" yea thats damn hard to do when you care about someone and they hate your guts ( Read more... )

OMFG! last night was the most fun i've ever had ever! (well except for that one time with linz) but i never thought i could ever have that much fun with people from school. When i got there amanda was outside waiting for anne, so i stood with her. When Anne got there we went inside and fucked around. We just ran a muck and pissed Hana's mom off. ( Read more... )

i'm not going to homecoming, i've already decided. theres no one to go with and i frankly don't care.

i was bored and depressed. here is the result. ignore the corbis logo. <3 emo kid


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i miss you so fucking much. why can't you see how much i love you??

i just found out i might be going back to Rockford. Damn it all this over caring about someone.

today sucked, i don't really feel like updating on the sucky shit, so i won't. on the plus side, i did get a 22:33.2 on my 5K erg test. I think i might make Varsity for head on the Schuykill.

today was possibly the worst day of my life. rock bottom has been taken to a whole new level. i want to quit crew, but i'm not just gonna ditch my team mates, i gotta stick it out. i really don't want to go to school tomorrow, i have a feeling i'm going to be spending a long time in the Wellness Center if i go.

"You don’t know what it’s like to be like me ( Read more... )