Merry christmas to all reading this. even if you dont celebrate it religiously it's still a good idea. An idea of time of peace. I have always loved the holidays. they were a special tiem for my family and always have been i am sad that I dont get to spend it with my mother or my little sister. but I am enjoying spending it with Senpai. It has ( Read more... )

oh life is so confusing. augh. i can't believe gil did all this. I so want tobe angry at him. but i know he isn't worth my thoughts. he's just an imature childish pig. I just want all this to go by

my art must is done. sadly. :( not been happy with anything in the last few days. but i can stick with reading for a little while. I dont mind. I did some really good pieces a few days ago. so at least that is a plus. I am still a big... inspired to do a few things. they dont do a lot tho when i cant seem to finsihe any of it. lol. aside from that ( Read more... )

I want to be back in hawaii today. after... this past two weeks. I dont want to be here. Right now all it feels like is there is just bad karma bad memroies. and it's ugly and disgusting. I want to go to my beautiful home where people are... well not all good. but less bad. that is for sure. And ... God do i miss home. Everytime i look at pictures ( Read more... )

So... now that i have been pretty much abandoned the chances of people getting their heads out their asses by t hose ho USED to care about me, with the exception of mars and my family (and chris oddly enough-- who when i needed someone on my side of all this bad stuff still answered his phone).  Things here have been really really ugly. We've had ( Read more... )

come bac from a vacation? catch a cold.. guess it's better than having it while out and about. I had a good time in hawaii. saw most of the stuff.... and ... ya.... blah.

A week left.  just one week left here. It would be much easier if my home ws here. But I love dallas so much. Why is it not like this in other places. But I do look foreward to going home. But I have thought about a lot of things recently. Things are really... just running through my mind. I wish i could talk to someone about it. I cant. I know ( Read more... )

Well I leave on sunday. 'we are driving to dallas tonight. so that's the first leg of the trip. then of course is the anime con. and i'm excited about that. altho with my limited interest i'm not sure i'll have MUCH to do. but i'll enjoy it. not as much as Scarborough tho. OMG that was an amazing time. :) anyway. I'm excited ( Read more... )

lol. i draged gil to a musical at the strand (tnanks to tommy for telling me and to mars' boss for getting me the tickets XD) but it was a blast. i enjoyed it. he really thought the songs were good. it's nice to have someone who even if they aren't his favorite thing he can appreciate them. But he really did like this one. The humor is just ( Read more... )

Just when you thnk the day is bad it prceedes to get worse. Friends are supposed to comfort you in times of need. Well i tried. Tuesday jessica called me at work telling me she needed a place to crash. so i told her ya she could my couch was available. and that she just had to call me afterwork. ell she never id call so i called work to sk her . ( Read more... )