omg i forgot i had this thing.. well alot had happend to me. i got a bf thank god. im happy. i have a lil brother now he is cutie. wow i got to go ill write later

V day sucked this year. but thats ok. so today is jays b-day.i feel bad cuz i dont get to see him. well other then that i just miss my friends. i havent seen sandy for a long time and i dont have her # to call her to see how she is doing and she moved again and i dont know where to. but then again if she wanted to talk she chould call me.. well ( Read more... )

im gettin a new car so goodbye to my sunfire im so happy....

hey steph sorry i didnt pick up the cell when you called i was with michael and i had to tell you stuff but i couldnt tell you when i was with him so i will call you as soon as i can.

lastnight john come and got me in his jeep that was fun. haha  we went back to his house to get his car ( Read more... )

I have so many emotions running through me right now and I just dont know where to start to make it better, Lately, me and Amy have been having conversations about things and it's been great bc she's given me advice with everything. I just wish i had so much faith like she did. I need to realize that my life isnt totally over and that i can move on ( Read more... )

I have so much inside that i wanna get out, but it seems like no matter how hard i try or how loud i scream...i'll never be heard. i feel like i'm so alone in this world...like everything that can go wrong, goes wrong just for me. and i feel like i've lost who i was...who i wanted to become. i have lost a good friend over dumb ass shit.. so now- i ( Read more... )

well Vday was fun i was with Bill all night. I cant wait to see him today. everything been going really good so far with us. but i think we got to start hangin out with our friends more cuz our friends are gettin mad at us. i see why tho. but other then that its all good.. Mandys bday is today she is 22. i hope meg dont forget to tell her i said ( Read more... )

hawaiian names and phrases ( Read more... )

im about to lose control ( Read more... )

all these troubles ( Read more... )

Well my family come down lastnight for Thanksgiving. I didnt eat Turkey this year. everyone had fun so thats good. then later on Amy and Andi called and wanted me to go out with them but i couldnt go cuz i am sick as a dog. I wish this cold would go already. but i am goin to go sleep now i will try to get on and write tonight