I really want to cry right now and nothing will come out because there is nothing to come out. I just want to be normal. Not so fucked up in the head. I'm ridiculuously fucked up in the head. I can't even spell. I can't do nothing right. Today I had the biggest urge to slit my wrist and lay in my bathtub as all the sanity spilled right out of ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here thinking how easy it was for me to change. How swift, like a fox, that it came upon me so fast. I can try and convince myself that I really haven't changed. What is a couple make-out buddies here and there? What is so terrible about making out at parties? It has become clear to me that I just go with the flow. One moral out ( Read more... )

I wish I had something worth saying. Something worth writing. Something that people would read and want to read more. But no, unfortunatly, I am me and that doesn't equal out to much. I'm not worldy, or intellectual. Some might even call me dumb. And my whole journal is a joke. A waste of time. No one reads past the first two sentence. ( Read more... )

Life's greatest questions:

Why is icecream so damn good?

Why is chocolate so damn good?

Why is frosting so damn good?

Why is caramel so damn good?

Okay this is really damn lame but I'm eating icecream right now and it is so damn good-why??? I can't be intellectual right now because I need to show my icecream some love!

I'm done with these childish games that people are playing lately. They are stupid and retarded. Don't judge me when you really have no idea what goes on in my head, you just think you do. On top of that you think you have every one figured out. That is a load of crock. Your as misearable and confused as the rest of us. If your not-stop ( Read more... )

I'm finally laying my fingers on a lovely invention called a laptop. I freaking want one so bad. I might even say that would make me extreamely happy and I would finally be satisfied, but I never am. And I'm never happy. Watching Andi and Angie dance around trying to be Michael Jackson is turning me on hard core. Damn, no boyfriend to satisfy ( Read more... )

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Reasons Why I'm Annoyed Right Now:

purevolume won't work
i ate to much chinease & i have to poo but i'm at my b/f's house (to much info??)
i want sex
i have to work at four & it is my seventh day in a row
my b/f is playing a stupid video game upstairs

I started drinking @ 5:00, how long do you think it will take me to get drunk??? I'm drinking vodka, my killer of choice. I'm in a shitty mood due to work all day and every day so I'm in the mood to drink-oh no watch out!! I'm feeling stupid emotions right now that I can't even begin to describe. I just want to rewind this all and go back ( Read more... )

How to make a Megan
Ingredients:

1 part anger

3 parts silliness

5 parts ego
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com