i just re-read my last entry.. and i am so glad its all over, everything is worked out fine. i love him so much, it just hits me once in awhile, and i dunno what i would do if something dumb happened during one of our spats as im known to say/do things i dont mean when my crazy drastic mood flips occur [as im definitely far from the calmest person ( Read more... )

how about that emotioanl pain s strong it makes you physically ill ( Read more... )

update ( Read more... )

so.. life has been life-like

i think sickness is passing [one at a time naturally] through my whole family.. i may have mono [again] or some other viral infection.. as im done my meds but my throat glands are uber swollen and theres a lump in one side.. plus im either tired or cannot sleep at all and have headaches and muscle pain.. blah.. myles was ( Read more... )

"Passenger Seat" Death Cab For Cutie

I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

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So I moved out of my parents house and into an apartment in Halifax last Saturday, yet atm I am home for a visit/ am supposed to finish cleaning up/out the old bedroom ( Read more... )

i got my hair cut.. dunno what to think yet.. would appreciate any input/opinions

thanks

Before

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mallory sent me the songs from the musical to listen to ( Read more... )

sigh.. why couldnt i just burn like a normal person? my skin doesnt usually burn much in the sun, usually the glare is permanent ( Read more... )

I walked around my good intentions
And found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
Then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong
If I don't make it
Know that I've loved you all along
Just like the sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to ( Read more... )