so i havent really updated this thing in awhilee ..been editing and rediting entries becus theres alot of shyt i needta forget about n just erase from my life. shyts been good lately i guess w. exceptions every now and then but overall pretty good .. i started running, who woulda thought lol .. i realized if i dont start im never gonna shutup about ( Read more... )

so to start off .. im not in the best of moods and yeah its all my fault =\ .. last night i went to larissa's shore house for this lil "get together" she was having .. got there around 8:3Oish and it was just me lari, lauren, n kristen .. so we had some wine and played speed quarters .. then ant n his friends arrived and roach too.. eventually ( Read more... )

so excuse all the unhappiness from the last entry .. just alot of shyt goin on .. but things are much better, well sorta better anyways .. summer is goin great.. im sooo happy i get to see my girls laris n nicola often .. i thought i wudnt but i doo ( Read more... )

so you ever feel like everythins a mess and even tho everythin is "fine" .. it really isnt .. yeah well thats what it feels like rite now .. hm lets see, i think my trouble began the other night wen my dumbass answered the phone when garcia called.. only the #1 stupid thing to have done .. yeah whatever its my fault he called.. but then we were on ( Read more... )

soooo today .. is day one of my workout .. yeahh im deff gettin fat lol and im not liking it too much .. altho i dont look disgustingly skinny now so thats a plus, yes i look healthy .. did gain like 15 lbs outta no where tho .. wtf lol but okayy so since the summers about here and ive been outta school for the past 3 weeks, i decided nows a better ( Read more... )

so i still cant believe my freshman year of college is done ..how nuts .. it def flew by so fast its unbelievable but i must say i enjoyed every minute of it considering how hesitant i was goin into it .. orientation n the first few weeks of school .. not gonna lie i didnt wanna be in college, i didnt like the idea of things being so different and ( Read more... )

so its monday .. one day and i go back to school .. and i have soooo much work to do but im writing in here instead? yeah thats a problem considering i have 2 papers to write but whatev hopefully it'll b fine esp since john sed hed help out .. so last nite shanna judy steph dave his cousin n me went out to coldstone then i realized i hadnt had ( Read more... )

yo0o wutttupp .. so last time i wrote in here was during pledging .. damn lol well thankk god pledging is over wit and we're finally in.. it seemed like for-ev-errrr but we made it girls (beta up - i love yous!) its so nice to finally have my life backk hahaa .. yupp so we got in, had a mixer w/ the baseball house, i cudnt drink tho cuz of course i ( Read more... )

wuttupp ..s0o its been awhile & well im not sure much has changed, okay no im lying alot has changed .. starting with panama city -- it was GREAT .. cant give details rite now but ask and i'll fill u in .. the days were great the nites were even better ..yeahh so much fun and it was great to get away .. def .. uhmm as for everythin else .. ive been ( Read more... )

so the countdown begins .. 3 days til panama city `=D and i cant wait !! a break from all this craziness around here and everythin that comes along with it for a whole week .. it should be greaaaat heh. yeah so im sick or somethin like that and i sound like a man hah, yeah def got the deep voice goin on but hey whatevrrr.. not a big deal.. as long ( Read more... )