since when do you have the right to tell everyone my business and think that it's ok? since when do you make the decisions for me and tell everyone without me makin the decision myself??? dammit, i have a fuckin mouth, i can speak for myself! i will tell people and YOU when i feel that it is necessary and proper...and if i dont EVER tell you, ( Read more... )

remember that time when we were kids and we decided to run away to austin and live with your cousin? ...that time when we played rec together and had so much fun...that time when cheating on tests didnt matter...that time when we used to say that we're gonna be old and still make the same jokes...that time during us history when we traded papers ( Read more... )

truth hurts...i think the only reason why i believe in myself so much, is because noone else out there believes in me...thats probably why i do not believe in a god, etc., etc., etc....but i do believe there is something out there ya know...i can feel it. i wish i could say that i do believe in him...god i mean...but i dont wanna lie to myself. i ( Read more... )

ah....*breathes*...live journal...my safe haven ( Read more... )

when will the hate, the arguments with each other, the yelling, the screaming, the words said under one's breath, the dead silence, the glaring eyes, the hurting inside, the hurting on the outside, the bruises, the anger, the fights, the untrustworthiness, the disrespects, the talking backs, etc....when will it all stop ( Read more... )

finally it comes to a point in my life where i need to be strong and helpful and THERE for my peers....it seems like, everyone around me is angry at eachother and depressed, and just...not like themselves. i feel that it is my responsiblity to be there, because they have always been there for me, especially when i was in bad shape, or when i was in ( Read more... )

I have tried to not get attached and what not, but i have been unsuccessful in my many tries. however, i am trying to move on....hopefully i am successful at that...people all the time say that things happen for a reason right? well, i believe that too...but does that mean our destinies are already made up? i dont know....someone today asked me if ( Read more... )

**The worst feeling in the world: When u lost something and u cant find it ( Read more... )

i had the scariest dream ever (why do i start my journal entries with my dreams now?!)...it was sooo friggin scary that i woke up crying! well, ok in my nightmare, my mom was a scientist working for this lab that dealt with cancer and what not....well at the time, discoverers found this ship where alotta pple died...and her mission was to see if ( Read more... )

man, i had the weirdest dream EVER....ask me about it later, ill tell u ( Read more... )