I think its something about ex boyfriends lately. I talk to Anthony every night. And Ron every night. Brandon got my new number god only knows how. Blah. Me and Anthony miss eachother like crazy. I was stupid for breaking things off with him. Hes going to come out and visit me in November when we move into our new house though. I cant wait to see ( Read more... )

I cried myself to sleep last night ( Read more... )

Look into my eyes ( Read more... )

I feel myself inside ( Read more... )

Came to seven o'clock and no call from Zach. I figured he wouldnt he has too much pride in himself. But he knows how I feel and thats all I wanted accomplished ( Read more... )

I ended up writing Zach a letter last night since we talked and didnt really show much hatred towards eachother. I told him how I felt and that we should just be civil towards eachother...I mean theres no reason to hate eachother. I know I fucked things up by going off on him and telling him all kinds of lies...but it was worth a shot. I doubt he' ( Read more... )

Why is the beatin gof a broken heart the only sound I seem to know ( Read more... )

I could stay awake all night ( Read more... )

Why did I have to go up to Zachs work today ( Read more... )

Well...all Ive been doing lately is thinking about Zach. I hate it. But I know the only reason why Im thinking about him is because I know hes found another girl already and it hurts. I hadnt called him or texted him and then he calls me from his work saying hes calling the cops cuz I fucked up his car. Which Ive already told him I didnt. But I ( Read more... )