And the whole thing with Vasana. If me and Zach were still together or still talking and she decided to say shit to me Im sure I would have been up there at Uropa waiting to beat the living shit out of her. But we're not. I dont want anything to do with Zach. Causing more shit with Vasana is going to link me right back to Zach which I dont want. Me ( Read more... )

This whole situation with Zach is so gay. He thinks I keyed his car. Which in his heart Im sure he knows I wouldnt do something like that. I mean yea we dont get along anymore...but that doesnt give me a reason to do something to his car. I saw him driving and saw two key marks. I wouldnt do anything like that. He knows that ( Read more... )

I really fucked up this time. Yea I thought I had found the guy for me before. But I was obviously blinded with lies. Zach isnt like any other guy out there. Hes such a sweet guy, intelligent, caring, has the biggest heart Ive known. And what do I do? Fuck things up. This time apart from him is killing me. I never realized what I had until its gone ( Read more... )

Im so stressed out right now. I hate life ( Read more... )

So yea...now Im living with Zach. Drama got us to this point though ( Read more... )

well yea...I really like this guy. Ive been spending a lot of time with him lately. For some odd reason Im falling for this guy way too fast. Is it just cuz I wanted a guy? I mean we're together now...but Im still feeling like a lil kid about it. He told me the same thing. Its just weird....I like it though. Although Im still concerned about his ex ( Read more... )

Well prior to v-day I started talking to Zach. And we really hit it off. For some reason Im already starting to like this guy. Which is deffinately different for me. We've kissed and thats it. Hes such a gentleman and showers me with compliments everyday. I guess thats how the guys are out here. I really like it though. Its something new to me ( Read more... )

I was reading Cosmo at work today...and theres this article of rape victims and how they are starting to come out more and tell their story and prosecute. I wish I would have spoke to someone about what happened. I started to try to push it aside and now its coming back to me. Why didnt I tell anybody??? I fuckin hate myself for that ( Read more... )

Men suck. That's about all that there is to it. The long and the short of it is - they want sex ( Read more... )

Gawd I miss him. Hes was such a great guy and what do I do? Fuck things up ( Read more... )