now its been 2 years. and nothing has changed.
i felt like such an asshole today,its my friends heidis birthday and i was being happy.
and then i looked up at my mirror in my dorm and saw the pictures and realized what day it was.
i just miss him so much.

well, that time of year is here again, and its killing me. ive thought about him more every day since mid-october about how hes not doing the things that we can, how hes not going to be able to get married or anything. idk, its just hard having to go back there this time of year, but i feel like i should and thats why im doing it. but yea, i ( Read more... )

schools good, but i swear to god im going to fucking kill my roommate...i swear...shes the most annoying person on the planet and i hate her....i swear..i thought idk....im so glad i have a little bit more patience than i use to...but i swear....its wearing thing..

Interesting weekend...it was fun being home...yup i said it...its fun being HOME :-O i know you're all shocked ( Read more... )

haha oooh yea..

not having my nextel anymore.....

but im keepin the same number!

wow, havent updated in a really long time. it's kinda interesting being on my own. i love it, yet i hate it. there are no parents to tell you what to do, tell you what time to go to bed, and to make you go to class, yet there are always the thoughts in the back of your mind about how you wish they were still there ( Read more... )

college is amazing...i love every minute of it...im glad to be out of that fucking town, not be around my mother and just be free ( Read more... )

so yea, this weekend...AmAzInG!!!!:-D lol...lets see prom~was great~popper thanx for going with me!!!:-D yea...it was soo much fun....we went to wendys for free frosty weekend!!! hell fuckin yea!!:-D and then stew leonards..im not sure why...but it was fun ( Read more... )

hey! havent updated in a while. lets just see its been interesting....anyway, yea got a nextel, got it taken away, then i got it back?? lol confuzing situation...and lets just say i hate my mom...and i will never like her again...big fight...jojo n jess know...and thats about it....jojo~thank you...and yea, so i figured out that its easy to sneak ( Read more... )

haha hey! whats up? nmh. well OMG can i just tell you, i've had the best spring break, reguardless of the fact that im working the whole time. lets see...on sunday i went to the club with the guys...i honestly dont remember much of what i did during the week...uhh monday i forget what the hell i did..lol but tuesday, will called dorinne....haha it ( Read more... )