I'm having kind of a mini anxiety attack. I don't know why. I woke up this morning, and I just can't seem to calm down. My heart is racing, and I feel like something is about to happen and I'll have to jump up and take care of it. There is no rational reason for this. There is nothing (and I mean NOTHING) going on at work today, my play is ( Read more... )

Last night in ballet class I tried to do a double pirouette, and my foot decided to do something else. Like stay where it was while my body tried to spin around twice. I have no idea how this happened, but now it hurts. I'm trying not to limp on it, because this year has already been filled with so many illnesses, injuries, and emergencies that ( Read more... )

I just wrote a whole long entry and it dissapeared. Crap. I don't have the patience for this. It's almost midnight, I've been up since two in the morning, I just got home after a 16 hour day, and I'M NOT EVEN FREAKIN' SLEEPY! I'm exhausted, sure. But I still cant sleep. This sucks ( Read more... )

I've decided to
write everything in haiku
today. Don't ask why.

Perhaps it's because
I'm so deprived of sleep, plus
the meds that I'm on.

I think others should
join me. I'm not very good.
I'm getting better.

I don't know why the times are off on my entries. I guess I didn't bother to check before, but it's actually 4:24 am here in lovely California, my last entry was around 2:30. I'm still freakin' awake, and I have to "get up" for work in an hour and a half. This sucks. Sucks, sucks, sucks. Tomorrow is going to suck, and I have a long freakin' ( Read more... )

Damn this cold. I just woke up with a nose bleed, and can't get back to sleep. Also, I'm on cold medication that makes you drowsy but not sleepy, so you lay there like a zombie tossing and turning all night but not actually getting any rest. You'd think I would be tired since I woke up at 4:30 am yesterday and was awake ever since. I can't ( Read more... )

I woke up at 4:30 in the morning with a horrible cold. I couldn't breathe, and couldn't clear my sinuses. My head ached and I had a stomach-ache from drinking too much wine last night. Ugh. I've been awake ever since. I'm actually really close to falling asleep right now, but I don't want to for fear that I won't sleep later tonight ( Read more... )

Here is more fun stuff about Norma, the world's most annoying co-worker ( Read more... )

I'm bored at work, and irritated with myself because I sliced the bottom of my foot open last night on a metal part sticking out of a chair. It hurts to put pressure on it, so I'm not sure if I can go to the gym tonight, which really annoys me ( Read more... )

My boss is annoying. He has a habit of ignoring "Sign Here" stickers and signing documents in the wrong place, which creates a big giant hassle for me while I try to obtain fresh copies of the documents ( Read more... )