Life is full of pain no one cares ( Read more... )

well, it has been a very LONG time since i have written my thoughts down. I have had an amazing past few days. ups and downs but i was glad to have my ti pals with me. I felt LIP this year was SO rewarding for me. I feel like it's been a while since I have felt this way ( Read more... )

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Wow I haven't been on this livejournal thing since october!! Oh how much I miss it. No one ever talked to me anyways lol ( Read more... )

Errr, I didnt have a good day today. I feel like everyone is always at my back just biting me in the butt or talking smack about me. Especially my friends. I really hate it.And my sister! UH! DONT GET ME STARED!! AHHH GRRR.... I dont do it to them so why me? GRR I guess I am just fustrated and feel rejected or sumthing... Well Im gonna go. I think ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish that I could reflect on my day and just think about things that had happened. I always try to like write stuff down or something but it just wont come outta my pen... I really try to reflect on things but when i do i cant thing straight and i get all stressed. I just wish that i wouldnt' happen that way. 9th grade is so different ( Read more... )

I got back form the hospital today... yesterday they just examined me and today I had to get 5 viles of blood from me! I cried... it hurt.... Then i had to take all my clothes off and get sticky stuff all over me so they can monitor my hear to see if it was good... lol that sounds weird... take off my clothes?...... anywho... I think im fine. I am ( Read more... )

Hey guys... today was the first day of school... It was not very exciting. I like my teachers and all but my friends are pissing me off... lol the 2 friends I have at the school. And My sister is worst off all this year. I am just lucky that she is a senior and she is gonna be leaving next year. Grr she makes me mad. Anyone who knows her don't say ( Read more... )

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