Not a good night for sleeping ( Read more... )

Just wanted to jot this note down somewhere before I forget:

Versace "Jersey V Strap Gown," msrp $4270. NWT, sz 40, marked down to $320.


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Until the last week or so, I was well on my way to my lowest credit card balance in ages -- even after the $95 MJ shades I'd ordered for N. Then... I was bored, and still getting over things, and slightly anxious about being in a city that -- for better or worse -- puts much stock in appearances.

The result:


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I am single.

We had a two-hour talk and in the end he broke up with me. I knew it was coming the whole time -- once you get into the cliches about "I just don't know what to do -- I'm not happy anymore" and "I do care about you, but I don't know if I love you anymore" and "I don't want to hurt you," it's over. No point in trying to fight it... it's ( Read more... )

The most unnerving experience I've had in a long time involved going to a medium-security men's prison in the north bay, near Oakland. Two other girls and I were studying higher education in prisons for our senior practicum class, which meant we had to go visit the only prison in the state that offers such a program, which meant... on a Thursday ( Read more... )

it seems fitting to announce it here -- here, where you made your first discovery nine months ago.

it happened, as of two days ago, as of the sunday after big game and before thanksgiving break of senior year.

...is this really the end of the line?

this is to remind me of what happened and what i did.

i hate summer... hate summer.

i don't have anything especially eloquent to say about this.  i just... fail.

wow.

goodnight.

tonight is aepi formal, and tomorrow is senior formal. i'm not going to either. a couple weeks ago, i missed out on chi o formal.

(on a side note: why the f*ck do i still pay dues, honestly?? i don't go to sh*t... i missed chi overboard last quarter for isc, missed sigma chi derby days and chiolympics this week, missed the fountain party last week ( Read more... )

 reading the modern love column in the new york times each weekend, i wonder what i have written if i had actually found the time to enter their "college love" contest. last week's column--the first of the "college love" winners--seemed like a story that had already been done: a girl in a big city bouncing between boyfriends, one short fling ( Read more... )

21.

i think i'm supposed to feel something more than this.

goddamn.