Whoaa its been FOREVER since i last updated - just havent really come around to it. I guess a lot has happened since I lasted updated. I can finally say that I got the strength to move on it's been too damn long I should've done it a long time ago, but it's not easy at all - it's the hardest thing I had to do, but what's got to be done should be ( Read more... )

ya so this weekend was pretty good i guess. friday was volleyball marathon and seriously ive never been so tired in my life. it was okay, i expected it to be SOO much better than it was but everyone was saying that the past 2 years were so much better so i guess i chose the wrong year to go. my whole body is like aching and my wrists kill from ( Read more... )

WOWWWW i havent updated in FOREVER!!! lmao hmm..not that much has happened since my last entry. i turned 17 on feb. 1st :-D lol yay for me! yah so im not as depressed as my last entry was lol..i'm better now. things between us are okay i guess :-\ we're not the same like b4 but it's not bad. iono what's going to happen but i guess only time can ( Read more... )

ughh, where do i even begin?? things are so fucked up right now i dont know what to do anymore =( i didnt mean for things to be this way, i didnt mean for it to end now and like this. i know it may seem like its just an execuse or its not fair or its a stupid reason but its not...i had my reasons to do what i did. i just need to get things ( Read more... )

hii stiney i jus wanted to let u kno i love u very much and i hate fighting with u even tho u are by far the biggest bitch alive UGHHHHHHHH I WANT TO FUCKING KILL UR BITCH ASS N JUS STOMP ON U AND MAKE U CHOKE ON UR FUCKING BLOOD!!!!!!! but other then that i swear u make me soooooooooo happy ( Read more... )

lmao i enjoy my mood's face i have a big question mark in the middle of my head ? :D

yah so im really bored right now and i would still be sleeping if it wasnt for NHAN waking me up at like 9:15! i hope everyone is having a good break..this break is so fuckin short we go back to school in 5 DAYS! fuck school man. but anyways this break is str8, ( Read more... )

decided to update cuz i havent in a lil while. hmm..where to begin?? well i can say that this month seriously had to be like the worst month of my life. ive never been thro so much drama and shit and crying in one fucking month. went thro a lot of shit with family..fighting, screaming, yelling..everything possible - all i gotta say is crazyness ( Read more... )

wow i haven't updated in a while..yah my last entry was pretty depressing. its just a lot of shit with family or w/e, its a lil better now so i guess thats good, but im still not very fond of them. o well ( Read more... )

yah so where should i begin? um how about i hate my family =) they put me in the WORST mood ever. ive been so fuckin depressed lately bcuz of them and like these past couple days just have been the worst. all i do is get fuckin yelled at for EVERY LITTLE POSSIBLE THING and my parents dont even trust me. they literally think im like this bad kid ( Read more... )

yah i dont really have all that much to say i'm just updating b/c i'm really bored and i havent updated in a while..so wth. eww im just in a really annoyed mood right now - iono..things have just been really weird lately :-\ i dont even know, things are okay but they could be better. maybe its just me, iono i just havent really been myself ( Read more... )