soo ya,i def. didnt go back with josh i havnt talked to him in a few months,i have been chillin with my sister(carolyn)and her family which is bascially mine lol and we have had sooo much fun her boyfriend justin hooked me up with my baby boi JUSTIN RYALS and it has been great we have been together since the 9th of april lol and i love him soo damn ( Read more... )

soo alot of shit has been happinin and i broke up with britton i just cant help it man i love josh and i wanna c where it may go ya kno,hes the only one who can really make me smile and i wanna maybe be with him again and if not then i wanna c what all may happen in my life!!!!!!and i made friends with a great girl sara shes cool we had fun in ( Read more... )

soo today im feelin better im happier i talked to jon he called and we talked about the old days when me and josh were shy and shit and how ive changed and how i know him like the back of my hand lol i love that kid i dont know what i would do without him lol and he graduates in 2 weeks and im excited to go see him lol.....i hope tonite ill go ( Read more... )

and with my dad i feel like he hates me like im not good enought i wish he would stop bein soo mean to me,all i have done is love him and care for him and this is how i get treated like im stupid when im not he puts me down all the time like im a damn dog and i wish i could leave but i cant...i just cant take anymore i just might go crazy......

..i dont understand y i feel this bad it hurts to breath to even wake up in the morning knowin i gotta put a fake smile on for everyone so they dont kno how bad im hurting,ive lost my bestfriend,he wont talk to me when i need him the most hes the one who has been there when i felt like this b4 not this bad t close i kno i have ppl who care and i ( Read more... )

MAN SKOOL PISSES ME OFF ALL THE DAMN DRAMA PL THINKIN THERE UR FRIENDS THEN TALK SHIT BNEHIND UR BACK GETTIN SHIT STARTED THATS NOT EVEN TRUE MAN IM SICK OF IT,I WANNA MOVE AWAY I FEEL ALL I HAVE DOWN HERE IS BRIAN,MOM,BROTHER,DOG AND CAROLYN AND HER FAMILY MAN THATS IT EVERYONE ELSE TALKS ABOUT ME AND THINKS I WONT FIND OUT MAN IM SOO PISSED OFF ( Read more... )

well ive been chillin with alot of ppl except brian,hes in jail for a while........i hate it but nothing i can do,if there was i would gottin him out by now...wel n/c ways right now im waiting to leave for ash wed. service lol i dont gotta go to skool im soop happy but i gotta help my mom around the house,but its all good,right now im listinin to ( Read more... )

ok so ive been chillin with brian and nick,me and brittany almost died yesterday when her house burned down if i hadnt go up dude it woulda been bad,but we all got out me her sis britt and her dog,its just scary to htink u coulda died,idk but im havin prob. sleepin and shit its scary but im glad i got ppl who care around me !!!!!!but n/e ways im ( Read more... )

ive been sick for the past week my dad is makin me stay home all weeknd but hopefully he will let me outta my cage for a little while today,and jimmy got out 5 days agao and i havnt talked to him man i love him soo much i just dont wanna b hurt anymore i wanna b with him i saw he called yesterday about 8 o clock but sumone was on the fuckin phone ( Read more... )

soo friday matt and lucy came and picked me up we went to lucys then back to my house then picked up lucy and jon,went to matts then to perrys then burger king met up with brian and nekol we went back to perrys saw britton and then me,nekol and brian went to get BG AND ROB then we came back went to waffle house like with 20 ppl lol then this guy ( Read more... )