Leaving on the cycling trip today.

I'll be trying to update this blog via my iTouch:

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"Look again at that dot. That’s here. That’s home. That’s us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human ( Read more... )

I don't ever want to be measured by the amount of money I take home. I would go so far as to say I'd rather be poor than rich just to prove wrong those who might judge others based on material possessions ( Read more... )

Tonight, for 5 hours at Whole Foods, I sunk into a deep melancholy. It can be attributed to a variety of things; be it the customer who grunted when I kindly asked how his night was going, or the 3 people that went home sick - causing my night to be three times as busy, or the boss who is such a cranky bitch that I'm constantly overcompensating my ( Read more... )

And I am so alone.

So so tired of being alone.

Sleeping in the same bed every night. By myself. Complete lack of human contact. Humans weren't made for this kind of isolation.

Misery loves company.

Financial forecast for the next year and a half: bleak ( Read more... )

I saw an ancient Chinese woman practicing her table tennis swing on her small patch of a front lawn on Hillside Street on my run. There was no table and no ball. Just a woman and her pong paddle ( Read more... )

This morning I saw a zombie wandering the lonesome streets of Boston. It was 5am and I was jogging down Newbury Street doing a little window shopping when I ran by an old church whose fire alarm was going off inside. Imagine this towering structure with centuries-old stained glass gothic windows which are lighting up with moment-flashes of white ( Read more... )

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Yesterday I had a dream that I was shot. I remember being able to feel warm blood all over my hands and I just thought to myself 'I'm so young'. I woke up with my hands clutching at my stomach where the bullet had gone in. It was vivid. Went for a run to clear my head and felt much better. Thanks endorphins, I can always count on you in a pinch ( Read more... )

I will never take my life for granted. Whether it be the feeling of accomplishment after a long weekend run or the feeling of defeat after pedaling into 30mph winds on Chicago Avenue. I always want to consciously know that I am alive. It scares me that I only get one chance at life. I can't help but notice vindictive and sour attitudes of people ( Read more... )