blah blah blah....i am bored...working on a article for the newspaper on college choices. it sucks. yea i found out this morning that apparently ben misses me and still wishes we could hang out. i miss him so much too and it sucks. i just want to go and stab erika and make things better (i know it won't but idc right now) anyways. i have been ( Read more... )

ahhh so goes another white day....sitting in the computer lab for a whole class period...doing nothing and waiting for river to get online....river ryan's aussie friend whom i have been chatting with...he seems to have a thing for me...which i am intrigued....still semi dating andy, but ya know that won't last much lol i feel really bad about it, ( Read more... )

hehe i am good

well i am currently in study hall and today is my birthday.so far it has been good, which is weird...most of my birthdays suck incredibly bad...or the days to follow. like last year. did nothing for my b-day...attempted to go out for dinner,but every resturaunt i wanted to go to was packed.no presents. no friends said happy b-day. rents barely ( Read more... )

last night was my first night going to a club and i am so fucking tired. my legs hurt and im just exhausted. i danced with about 5 guys, had no idea who they were or what some of them looked like.lol. oh yea i am in mass with my sister sarah by the way. i had an awsome time last night. i lived out one of my dreams. well actually 2. danced on a bar ( Read more... )

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i just took a test from quizzilla i think lol on vamp clans....oooh and i got toreador, known to ben and ryan and lil tibbs as posuers.....w/e i like them :)


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i just think im going to quit singing for the rest of my life. i get no solos in chorus...not a single one! grrrr arletta jess and dev did (they are good, so im not saying they are bad)ugh w/e im done D-O-N-E! done!

hmmmmm w/e

hey i fell and bruised my elbow....its called a contusion or w/e. internal brusising as well. fun..joe stayed w/ me in the hospital...i love him soo much! well i gotta post this:



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last night was halloween. i went trick-or-treating with jess and arletta in kennebunk. with the rich people lol...it was fun. well anyways we saw some guys running around in depends...funny shit. i got asked if i was britney spears (surprise surprise) but no i was actually a dominatrix type thing lol. so anyways ( Read more... )