well i am finally posting on here cause i finally have the time lol....but mostly i am posting because i FINALLY got a boyfriend. Alex asked me out last tuesday. That's right I am now dating Mr. Alexander Forbes and I couldn't really be happier. It's nice to finally have someone. Ok well thought i would update everyone lol later ( Read more... )

its weird how things work out. i mean just a few months ago i was with kevin....and i thought i couldn't be happier. then that all changed when i found out he messed around with this 15 year old girl from NH. and to make it worse i found out that he never truly had relationship feelings for me. this of course really hurt.you would think i would be ( Read more... )

yea i finally got to mass and now i am sitting on sarah's comp while she is at summer school, updating my myspace and all that fun stuff. i hung out with charlie (mass) and sarah at my house and in maine all weekend. charlie can be a pain, but he is a sweet heart. i love having friends who are football players *smiles* lol. i am really starting to ( Read more... )

yea apologizes for not posting that much....lots of shit has been happening. hanging out with ian....finally met pat (hottie from myspace lol) and tonz of guys on there want to see me naked or get into my pants lol. but another BIG BIG thing is that i ran into ben...yea he has been in town for almost 2 weeks and almost everyday i have hung out with ( Read more... )

hmmm what has been going on lately in my life? thats a hard question to answer. lol not much. i have been talking a lot on myspace with many guys...all whom apparently want to get into my pants or at least see whats in my pants lol. i mention wanting to be in playboy in the future and suddenly i get tonz of mail requesting naked pics lol. i don't ( Read more... )

today and the end of yesterday kinda blew. about 30 of my close to 35 cd collection was stolen, including pictures that i had in the case with them. lets see take about 25 and multiply it by the 12-15 dollars that each cd costs (some of the cds were burnt) and there you have the total amount of money i just lost. thats almost 400 bucks....i really ( Read more... )

hmm lately its been really humid and everything so i haven't had much drive to do anything. so currently me sexless count is up to about six months. meh...that includes sexual contact of any kind. i have not been freaking kissed in 6 months ( Read more... )

another day in the computer lab, sad it seems i barely have a life in maine anymore. am i doomed to a life of halo 2 and tv? i mean cmon people it seems all my friends have lives and now everyone is getting their licenses or permit and i am 17 fucking years old and i have nothing! just a car that i cannot drive! it fucking sucks monkey ass and ( Read more... )

chorus concert tonight...blah! i am kinda nervous, i mean i have 3 solos and i have never even had one. what if i mess up or i really suck that badly? ugh ( Read more... )

well today we played volley ball in gym class and of course they all seemed to hit it at me...grr i mean i love the attention, cause i mean i am athletic, but geez. and so i of course got hurt lol. my wrist hurts like a bitch and i still have another class after this. algebra 2....its actually pretty easy. i just need to find out if i am going to ( Read more... )