I miss my mom. There are so many times now where I want to talk to her, ask her questions about love and life, and i cant. Its been almost a year since shes died and it still hurts. Honestly, noone can fill the void of my mom being gone. Noone. Noone knows how much I truly loved her and cared for her. Noone knows that when she was sick that I spent ( Read more... )

I went to our family friend's daughter's graduation party yesterday. It was really nice. I drove with my good friend I've known since I was a baby (shes almost like family, i call her my cousin) her boyfriend, and her brother. We all ate dinner and everything and my friend's mom was like to my friend "tell Selina that dream you had" and shes like ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let everyone know that my mom died at 11:56 pm Thursday, June,2 in the hospital. She was 55 ( Read more... )

Sooo...mom's tumor got smaller, I am extremely happy for various reasons, and school is done (and I passed everything).

It's a short update but I got to the point. =)

Much love <33

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I'm pretty toasted today. Skin wise that is. I've been going tanning for more then a week now, and thankfully I'm getting nice and brown. I need to get used to the sun before summer starts so I think this helps. I also plan on changing my hair color again..this time to a medium brown ( Read more... )

I see a lot of people complaining and crying about little things..i.e. "omg I cant go out tonight! oh Im going to kill myself! stupid parents!". Right now what I'd like to do to these people is beat the smack out of them ( Read more... )

You Are a Retrospective Soul


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Just to give everyone an update on everything; my mom went to her first chemotherapy session last Thursday. She got two different chemo medications, a medicine for anemia, an anti-nausea medicine, and two bags of saline to keep her veins open during the procedure. I was with her the whole time..it all lasted about four hours. At first it was very ( Read more... )

Im just so angry and upset. Why does it have to be my mom who has cancer? Why does it have to be in her stomach? Why is it such a bad cancer? What did she ever do to deserve something as horrible as this? These questions just keep floating in my head all the time. I dont know if God is even listening to me when I pray. I first told him for my mom ( Read more... )