why am i so sad right now??i just dont understand why i put myself through bullshit...ugh!!!im such a baby crying and i really dont even know why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whats happenin guys??well i have been really busy as you can see and when im not busy i never have the computer by me anymore cause dad brings it to the restauraunt. yes i am still workin at the restuaraunt..its so much fun..my sister amanda nicole and james and i (servers at my job) all went to the parlament house the other night..well we were ( Read more... )

hey...been real busy w/ work and stuff..keepin my head up...babysitten sam alot..its soo much fun..its great when she just falls asleep right in my arms..its the most awesome feeling (dont worry) i only wanna be an aunt still). but its great..shes so much fun and when she smiles she lights up the room lol..anyways chris and cole from indiana still ( Read more... )

been a shitty day except for i saw my sam...by the way i never even said anything to you about not seeing you when you started school so dont even go there..about the responsibility thing dont worry about me k you got your own things to worry about..and if your gonna say im not responsible well your not either in that department either..if you want ( Read more... )

WoW!!!!!!! majorly fuckin harsh!!!!!!!!!!!!!(you know who im talkin about) your the only one that thinks weve grown apart not me. and for my bitching you do it too not just me. sorry my whole escapade pissed you off..dont worry it wont happen again!!!!!!!im not the only one that talks about gettin hurt...why still hang out w/ him if he hurt you ( Read more... )

well a lot has happened and way too much to write so ill just give ya the good points...quit mcdonalds! tina's brother cole and his friend chris came down from indiana....those boys are hardcore lol but they loved me!they had me drinkin all week lol..i was supposed to do beer for beer w/ them one night but when i found out they were on 20 and i was ( Read more... )

sorry guys been really busy with work...my dads restaurant opens this friday too..so im gonna quit crackerbarrell and work there. and stay at mcdonalds..ive been workin early in the morning alot 430..doesnt that suck...im so tired..im gonna serve at my dads so taht will be cool ( Read more... )

im really tired tonight...worked a bit lol..i went up to the mall today to see how much its gonna cost me for a cell phone..ya know the down payment shit and the insurance..the activation fee and all that other stuff..well the guy was like 75 for the dp and 45 for the phone..then he was like wait you might get it free and put my name in a credit ( Read more... )

so the other day i went to my old mcdonalds and Patty was there and we were talkin and i got my job back lol yay kinda...so im gonna be workin at mcdonalds in the mornings till 2 or 4 then at night ill be workin at cracker barrell..think i can do two jobs at once..yea me neither..but i got to..well i think i can do it..so keylee this actually might ( Read more... )

i really didnt think anything could get worse but it just has...i didnt even go out last night..just stayed at moms and cried...ya thats real grown up isnt it...nikki please dont be upset w/ me..im just worried about you...my life at dads is gettin worse too..i just dont know what to do anymore..joey and i are fighting like crazy...im startin to ( Read more... )