They say with every broken heart, we should become more adventurous

[lilbrigid]

I’m happy to report that I’ve started sprinkling in more good days amidst the wreckage. Sometimes I even let myself get overwhelmed by happy moments. Last night, I had a flicker of joy so strong that it made me forget temporarily what a mess everything is

Comments

[kate_spencer]

I'm glad you're finding more happiness in your days.

If it makes you feel better I have no clear goals in life at this point either... and I'm older than you so I probably should.

[urban_ballerina]

i get a bit like that with the inability to think and commit myself to one thing. all of the different options in life confond me and i dont end up choosing and then life fritters itself away...
a lot of people stay in your comfort zones so your not alone in that! and sometimes its not a bad thing if you know what works for you, where youa re the most comfortable its good to go with that. esp if your life has been through some major stuff...
sometimes what people need more is some routine and predictability.

it sounds like you are more ambitious than me though so i know you will get where you want to go eventually. i guess i get ambitious but i cant focus so my limited energy goes everywhere, and you cant go everywhere. you need to commit to a path sometime even if for a short while.