Grr, I hate pain. I cracked my tooth on something and it kills like a bitch. And being the retard that I am, I'll sit here forever bitchin about that pain but not doing anything about it. He, I'll just sit and watch the nerve die. lol Yah, so I slept a good 2 hours last nite. I was up at 5am talking to my rents. They are so amused by this. I found ( Read more... )

Today was ok i guess. It was decent. Woke up only to remember Josh is at the Keystone Games. Model Search today..OMG it pissed me off. There was this chic in front of me, which I'm sorry but I would clasify as a dirty one. She was my height, a lil too skinny, and I perceived her as thought she didn't give a shit. She went up for her interview and ( Read more... )

Yah so me and Josh are doing awesome. We haven't fought once today..and we also talked soo much today too. Which is why its so surprising that we haven't fought at all. He's being a complete sweetheart tonight. I love it. We're going out Friday. ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY! yay! I'm glad we made it this far. Now we def know each other pretty well, so it' ( Read more... )

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - yhtac ( Read more... )

It's hard to believe summer is almost over. By the way the thunderstorms are rollin in, u would never guess its almost August. Everybody waits so long for summer to come around, but it goes by way too fast. I'll be back in school soon...as a freakin JUNIOR! Stupid me had to start my summer vacation in November. Well this year will def be easy if I ( Read more... )

Ok more of Josh. So he *says* he promised his aunt that he wouldnt leave the house this weekend. Thats why he couldnt come see me. But he can do everything else in the world. He can go out for pizza and go see baseball..but he cant come see me. WHAT THE FUCK? I think that was just one big freaking lie. Besides that...he must not have any time for ( Read more... )

Ok, it's def way too early to be up. Plus it's shitty out. Grr I was online last nite until 1am waiting for Josh...guess he got in late. I had the house all to myself lase nite for 6 hours. It was sweet. I'm finally downloading that "Ladiez" song by Sarai. I kept forgetting who the song was by. LoL I got it now! Ok not too much to say. Still way to ( Read more... )

Mmm Burger King! My mom stopped to get a coffee at donut connection so I saw Merc working. Damn..haven't seen her in a while. Hehe I need a new outfit. I'm going to that Powerhouse Model search next week in Wilkes Barre. OO I can't wait! lol My rents are getting ready to go to reception. Yaya..a few hours to myself. I'm still waiting on Josh. I don ( Read more... )

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I want sooo much to be normal. Ya know..have the normal boyfriend who will come and see you anytime he's free, take you out even if he's almost broke, put u before everything besides his family and even his friends. The kind that would drive around for hours just to show you off to his friends. The kind that when you sick, he'll bring over soup. ( Read more... )