Ok guys...I need ALL your help here. Josh seems to think FUCKING and MAKING LOVE are the same thing. Please comment with your opinions!!Naw i dun!!!!!!!!

Yah I knew it. Josh isn't gonna show. What did I do to deserve this? Why me? And why the HELL do I put myself thru this? Everything he ever said to me...I dunno, I just can't believe him bc he can't prove it. He said he loved me, well it doesn't really show when he can't keep his FUCKING word. He wrote me the sweetest email last nite...but I can't ( Read more... )

I care about Josh so much, but he's never where hes supposed to be when hes supposed to be there. We were supposed to hang out 2day and everything...but he never called or emailed me. We were supposed to be together by 3..it's now goin for 6. Guys...I love him and all, but I don't think I can take much more of this!

Ok so Josh and Jade have teamed up against me to hide a lil secret. Josh says I'll find out in the next month (although he says its important so why hide it for a month) and all Jade can say is "I know something you dont know". Anyway...ok Ya'll know I love Josh. (And Matt said it wasn't gonna work out..well surprise) My friend Jade is getting ( Read more... )

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Gr I hate Monday's. But my dad was home today and he took me for a few applications and we talked the whole way. SURPRISE! Anyway, the car I'm getting is a stick so my dad was trying to teach me without me getting behind the wheel. That seemed to work out ok. I'm getting my permit end up September..which works out great for me. I'm buying a ( Read more... )

I dunno..it seems like Josh is well...avoiding me. He didnt call me back last nite like he said he would and hes never online when I am which isnt right at all. He's always online when I'm online. I guess we're just good like that and all. So for the past 6 hours (on and off) i have been watching Branden and Seth play internet tag. Seth signs off.. ( Read more... )

Yah sleep kicks major ass, but I haven't gotten more than 5 hours in the past 2 days. First me and Josh got into a fight Friday night, so I up half the night worried bc I knew I was wrong to say what I did. Then last night we were supposed to go out, but bc of the fight...we didn't. So around 11 I ended up staring at the clock and kicking myself in ( Read more... )

Ok so it's 3 hours into my birthday and I can already claim the title of "worst bday ever". Here was the plan. Me and Jae go up the lake, hang with the guys, drink a few beers, smoke some weed and come home into to get into bed before my dad woke up. WRONG!!! We drank. Joe, Jim, Jessica, Randy, and Jared went for weed. They got pulled over. They ( Read more... )

Ok, let's see. i got my cellphone back but im not allowed to take it with me when i leave. How stupid is that..what is the point of having a cellphone then? Grrr...me and josh are going out but hes making me mad. I just woke up so i dont want to get into it, but im getting pissed. I saw cody last nite. He doesnt hate me. He actually wants me back. ( Read more... )