well, it has definately been almost two months since my last update. a lot, again, as gone on since then ( Read more... )

so i guess it's been awhile since i last updated!! just a bit... a lot has happened ( Read more... )

so things arent so good right now. the investigation is going absolutely nowhere with the investigation. we're pretty much on the back burner cuz they're workin on other murders too. its so stressful and it sucks so much. andrew and i are still broken up, and i kept gettin in trouble at work cuz i wasnt smiling and had an attitude...ahh, not so ( Read more... )

well, first off, to amanda, sarah, scott, dean and kayleigh, thanks for responding and giving me your support from the last entry. i wasnt really saying it for comments, i was having a massive breakdown and that helped me get it out. i'm still kinda upset, but i know i have all you guys, plus others probably, you guys were just nice enough to tell ( Read more... )

so yea, definately sick of my life right bout now. im sick of the fact that nothing's being done about this shit. no one's been arrested or anything, we're just waiting for somethin to happen. andrew and i are staying at my grandma's house cuz andrew didnt have anywhere else to go. now, as of today, we're out. he doesnt have anywhere cuz my mom and ( Read more... )

~***REST IN PEACE ( Read more... )

so its been a few weeks since i updated. prom was awesome! it was so much fun with my friends and andrew and with andrew it was amazing. i wish i could re-live it again. the limo driver was retarded though. and i fell! kelly's date stepped on my dress in the middle of doin the cotten-eyed joe turn and i went down. i really wasnt that embarrassed ( Read more... )

hey kids! so prom is two days away!!! im so excited. for a bit there, things were gettin so messed up. i couldnt be in the limo cuz i had to money but, i came up with it so i get to be in there wit my friends. im not fighting with any of them anymore so im very happy there too. annnnd, i've got a date. i asked randy a few weeks ago and he said yes ( Read more... )

so things arent going as well at this moment as they might have seemed in the last entry. yea, im still kinda dating randy, but i dont know if i want to. its not like, awkward or whatever anymore...but im still scared to make an ass outta myself. and it just seems too hard to start over. to start a new relatinship with someone new when i had one ( Read more... )

so theres only like, 8 days of actual classes for us left. yesterday, i was watchin sam work on the slideshow that's gonna play during graduation. its so sad. i mean, im glad to be getting out of highschool and away from the drama but, watchin that, accompanied by music and a thing at the end of all the seniors at our lunch tables waving, its sad. ( Read more... )