So I guess; since this is round number 2 of love I'm trying not to be as vulnerable. But I let my guard down just a little bit and look what happens. I told myself after Chance and getting my heart broken with him; that I would never love again. I'd never find the perfect person. And I probably wouldn't date again. That was all until I met Danny. I ( Read more... )

my life has changed dramatically since the last time i wrote. im in the process of moving out and living on my own; developing a stomach and trying to get in the mom mode and make better decisions with my life and whats best for me, my babies, & my future. how i should be a mom; whats right from wrong. those kinds of things. its amazing how, ( Read more... )

so my life and my dreams are on hold for about 9 months now..i got hit in the face with finding out that i was pregnant tonight..and yea; its a blessing but at the same time im like holy shit..can i really raise a child? i just dont know..i knew something with my body was going on; but not this..a good friend of mine is already pregnant and then i ( Read more... )

so i went to columbus this weekend and saw the UFC fighters fightin @ the nationwide arena! it was effing amazing! and then; get this; ALL the fighters stayed at our hotel! ahhh it was awesome! i lovvvveeeeeeee UFC and Randy Couture, & Chris Lydle & Jason Lambert & Dana White...ahhhhhh..i'm in love with a fighter! =). i talked to an army recruiter ( Read more... )

its been since valentines day since i wrote. i need to write and de-stress. but i dont know when ill have the time..ahh..time is flying by so quick!

Happy Valentines Day Ya'll! Okay so, this is the first Valentine I've had since 5th grade! I mean except from the parents and all. Mom and Dad got me a white gold cross w/ the chain its super pretty and reese's cups! =]. and then the other night my boyfriend gave me these really pretty earrings w/ diamonds and today he gave me the ring to match it ( Read more... )

life has been more than crazy lately. i'm super stressed. i cant sleep. work has just been completley crazy. its tax season now; so i'm working every saturday and everytime i try to get something done; someone thinks what they have for me to do is more important. so im working a ton of overtime and not getting paid for it; but its not like i can ( Read more... )

i'm fighting a life battle against the world...

..& i'm losing.....

i can't seem to grasp and get on my own two feet again...

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most of all i learned this; that every decision you make affects your present and your future; more than ive ever realized. =/. my thoughts are all jumbled up...

Today was a really shitty day. But my health is getting better! I'll have to update later! Thanks for all the prayer's you guys!