i think i just ought to move out of LA.

Where's the place that has the least amount of sluts and groupies?

i think i am over the concept of CARING. I care and it gets me into shit. I don't care, it gets me into shit again ( Read more... )

i'm not a happy heather.

when are your friends when you need them?

i just found some news that just totally made my day. and yes, that is SARCASM ( Read more... )

well, i'm not sick *grins ( Read more... )

Ok. I'm back in LA guys.

i'm calm, i'm rational.... i'm not completely unpsycho, but i'm getting there.
I seriously don't know what happened.... Ryan and I got the house in Hawaii..and then... i just freaked. It's like being claustrophobic, but not in that sense... i better look up the word for that freaking out phase.

( my traumatic house arrest if anyone wants to read )

It's time to tell you whats really wrong with me. I've stopped eating. Stopped worrying about wether or not I'm hurting myself. i fequently find myself sitting on the white sand just watching the waves. I've been trying to figure out who Heather Gosling really is. Notice how I put Gosling and not Chasez? I'll always be a chasez thats a duh, but ( Read more... )

Woah, okay I so neglected my journal ( Read more... )

I've been neglecting my journal. I've been really busy with planning the wedding and such. I've been a home body lately, I'm sorry. Just stayin with my baby Ry, talkin to Brit, spending time with Joshy and Jenny ( Read more... )

Happy birthday Lance.

I hate the word promise, and I hope to never hear it again. I feel like it's a word that travels along with it's good friend broken. That pushed me over the edge and now I don't need your help anymore. I'm proud of you for everything you do, and I was fine before that word was thrown in. I can handle my life without you now ( Read more... )

Hi what? Durr theres something I need to say. *coughs*

Durr. Ryan is my Cheesecake. I love Ry. I love everything about him and if my space key would work properly then I would tell you all of my reasons. But just know that I love Ryan and he is mine. kthnxbai.

I'm lurking. Comment love me?