Its been awhile since I last posted but since then everything is going good.

A week ago Kyle proved to me that no  matter what he won't leave me and in return it made me realize how much he really does me to me & how happy I am!! I could not ask for more..

I have had a pretty good weekend Friday I went to Tampa to see my sister then I came home ( Read more... )

I really think theres a reason that I like him so much...like something is telling me not to let him go..everytime i follow my heart it leads me to him..i mean what other explanation is there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am I see him and I cant help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me ( Read more... )

Well since the beginning of this month everything has been good so far ( Read more... )

I really dont know why but today it seems like nothing is right. I just wish I could of not woken up this morning and not lived this day.

I've been thinking of anything and everything today-all day in fact-I could hardly concentrate on school work or even much less eating my lunch which wasnt the greatest either.

But enough about my day that hasnt ( Read more... )

I know this is really weird to post but I just had to get it out to someone other than the one other person that knows what today would of been: 2 years with Ryan!!!
Yep. I just wanted to share it with someone other than myself and him & yeah it would of been a great thing to share but some things just arent meant to be I guess..who knows??? NOT ME

I can finally say that it is the weekend even though there is one more day to go. But with school I have most of the stressful things out of the way. My anatomy test was extremely hard and it took me over an hour to do it so I hope I didnt bust my @$$ that long for a grade lower that a B on it.....or I'll be upset.

Last night I had fun @ Winners ( Read more... )

This weekend was really stressful for me! I feel like I could hang myself & it wouldnt matter.....

As I said in my last post that my Mom and I were on good terms-ha-things just got worse over the long weekend.

I went back to my Dads house Saturday night, even though my Mom gave me a curfew and of course I broke it and was home an hour late its ok b ( Read more... )

Last night at my Dad's was great! I spilled my heart out to them, and for once it was like finally I can talk to someone about EVERYTHING-yes I have friends to talk to but sometimes its just not the same....

My step brother is growing up quick and he is doing awesome in school and football too I can see him bein the next Chris Rainey-lol- My half ( Read more... )

Today is special to me...but just with my luck it all went to hell!

I've sat here today after school cleaned, cried, and drank a beer. Fun right? HELL NO!

I haven't heard from KT or Kyle so it looks like my real Dads I am going! Oh goody!

My Mom is bitching me out for fucking everything & I am about to run away I swear. I feel like Sonny & Brandon ( Read more... )