Wednesday, June 13, 2007
( Read more... )

Wednesday, June 13, 2007
( Read more... )

 I hate feeling I get when I think of you.
I hate how I still think of something that happened and smile...
even though I know now that your actions were most likely not genuine.

I hate that I was actually starting to fall for you & 
you probably had no real feelings for me at all.

why do I put myself in these situations?
why did I think I could trust ( Read more... )

Didn't I graduate yet?

i'm so over this school.
for real tho.

Kalamazoo was absolutely... amazing.
I miss it... already.

If I wasn't falling in love with him before.
I am now.
Something is there.
I know this because.. I can close my eyes.. and think of something thats happned between us, or simply something he has said, and get goosebumbs instantly.

( Read more... )

I woke up this morning.
late.
thought about going to school.
but it was pointless due to the cold, and my snowed in car.
and that fact that i'd have to leave early anyhow.

so I got up.
instead of going back to sleep.
finished packing my clothes.
my suitcase is so fat.
i don't need that much.
but i alway have to be over prepared.
you know how I do.

In a few ( Read more... )

Things have been eventful lately.
not really.
i donno.

Tuesday was the 8 month mark... since Paulie passed away.
I went completely insane.
got a little to drunk.
took a few to many scripts.
and broke some shit.
cried for a good 3 hours.
until i passed out from exhaustion.

other than that, i'm okay.
my fathers a dick.
we are fighting again.
i hung up on him last ( Read more... )

I have been in school for four days straight.. all day everyday.
i'm proud of myself.

I know i'm a loser.
get over it.
you love me anyways.
haha.

hey i hate school and thats good for me to come that many days in a row.
can i make a full week.
idk??

CRAZZZYY.
idk again.

umm marine city is gay.
it's lunchtime.

Ice this Friday I hope! <3

sleep is escaping.
thoughts somewhat overtaking.
any chance of that.

I  hate school.
for real tho.
it blows.

i'm lonely.
and i hate it.

i feel a weakness coming on.

i am colorful hehe.
mmm hmm.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

&& I WISH I WAS WITH THEM.   RIGHT NOW.

I'm bored.
i'm at Leannes.
She's crazyyy.
for real tho.

"It's not meant to be like this.
it's not what i planned at all.
i don't wanna feel like this.. 
inside out."

good day.
good friends.
those cute kids.
can't help but love em.'
tee hee.

that bitch is falling asleep!
whoreee.
i'm going to be sitting here awake and stupid.
all by mself. =[

( Read more... )