Well, what I would do in this situation is sob for hours, blame it all on myself and write a long post trying to redeem the relationship. That's what I would do. Instead, I'm gonna totally forget the relationship ever happened and try to retain a good, solid friendship with Curtis. It will be hard, but it's worth a try. *shuts up, keeping ( Read more... )

Yes, so I didn't go to school. I went to the Dr's office instead. How..intense. Uhmm, they reached a verdict and now I have to eat a lot of fiber. Fun stuff..i guess. If it's not what they think it is, then I'll have to go again. If it is, then I'm all set. Alright, so you know I'm all better now. Not that any of you care anyway. So, I'll just shut ( Read more... )

I went to the Dr's office today to see what was wrong. I thought I may have cancer, but my dr said it definately wasn't cancer. So, she gave me some medicine to help what it may be. She still doesn't know. After taking the medicine it happened again. Only, this time about 100 times worse. I showed my mom and she said it wasn't normal at all. If I ( Read more... )

well, all is better to say the least.

I just don't know anymore. I feel so helpless, so stupid. It won't leave my mind. I can't stop thinking about it. Just..calm down..calm down..I need some comfort. Someone, help me to understand.

yesterday i hung out with curtis n his family. his family is always really cool to hang out with! We went and saw the Brother's Grimm. Not a movie I would recommend to the confused. I was a bit confused during the whole thing. It was yet another movie since Emily Rose that I didn't fall asleep during, though. So, go me! Curtis made me some pink ( Read more... )

I really hate money. Steve isn't keeping a spot open for me to take lessons with him anymore. So, I don't have a lesson teacher anymore. All the cards are pointing to me not playing my saxophone. I guess..maybe I should just stop trying. I need some advice here. Should I just quit and hope for the best??

I have like..the best boyfriend ever. He's like so awesome. But, I miss him so much! I sent him a text saying: I miss you, your touch, your kiss even your stinky feet! Haha, I'm such a dork, huh? But, it's true. I miss him TONS!!! Well, I'm up way past a school night good time to go to sleep time. So, I guess I should go to sleep. Oh, TV really ( Read more... )

I figured my mom would be too tired to drive all the way across town to pick my dad up from work. So, I offered to drive. Well, we were driving down lowell st when I see my dad on the side of the road. I quickly turned to the side. My mom yelled and got pissed because I was in the way of traffic. So, as my dad reached out and grabbed the car door ( Read more... )

Alright..Friday was just, how can I put this into one word. Amazingly brand new! I've never done the things I did. Everything about friday was new to me. Then I went to work today and I did something no one would ever think I would do. Hell, the things I've done in these two days no one would ever think I would do. Wow..just, wow. I've made some ( Read more... )