Alright, so right now I'm in my account class. It's first period and I'm extremely tired. I haven't updated this thing in over well..a few months maybe. I still think it's really sad that I used to be unable to go to sleep without at least writing a little somethin' somethin' in this so-called journal. But, oh well, I guess I just have a life now ( Read more... )

Wow..No ONE and I mean No ONE updates these things anymore. I guess we've all just grown too old for silly little journals. Oh well, Suit urselves. I'm gonna update mine just for the hell of it..there i go. im done!!

Wow, awefully strange how I've kind of drifted away from the internet these last several days. I've just kind of..had a life. I guess I've never had one before. Wow, that's kinda sad. Well, it's 6:35 in the morning and I'm writing this just because I feel like writing. Work has been ok. Many complaints about it, but why go on about something that ( Read more... )

wow, that night was so incredibly amazing..why can't all nights be like 'that night'??

OMgoodness! I remember when Megan was a little tyke in Middle school. Well, we both were little tykes. Me and her go way back! I remember how after lunch she would always have a mess on her shirt. hehe. she was such a messy eater. But, now she's growing up. She went out and got a job today! I'm soo proud of her. I dunno why, but this is the best ( Read more... )

yeah..so nothing is good. I should be happy, but I'm not. I'm just..depressed when I'm alone. It really sucks. Life really sucks. I just want it to end. Depression kills.

OK, so today I got kicked out of Driver's ed for the day. How fucking STUPID is that? I'm soo pissed off. I don't think I've ever been more degraded. I fucking hate authority. It's people like Mr. Sowa and that lady who said I was no good at work the other night that make teens commit suicide. WTF I hate this.

So..I'm wicked pissed off. in the end..it's always my fucking fault. I end up feeling like crap. Why even fucking try anymore?!

I had the wierdest dream this morning. I was on-line and Curtis was on-line with only one of his sn's. I checked his info and he had something about how he "can't wait for someone to come along who will always be there and won't just up and leave." Well, seeing as I was that person who never intendid on getting up and leaving and wanted to always ( Read more... )

This summer was amazing. I was able to share it with the most-amazing guy. He was so sweet to me. He treated me with so much respect. He was a true angel to me, and I thank him for it ( Read more... )