So, I realize that I haven't updated this thing in absolutely FOREVER! But I have a lot on my mind and I needed some way to let everything out...so this was my resort. Things lately have been absolutely insane in my life. Between balancing school, homework and social/family time, I'm ready to just crack. I try to do my best to keep up with ( Read more... )

So, life has been okay lately. Finding a lot out about myself and just living life. Whatever happens, happens. Finals were brutal, but I survived..thankfully. haha. Break was and still is soooooo majorly funn! I lovee my girls and my "SPECIAL" people in my life, making my break extra memorable for me. Christmas was pretty fun and then Tennessee was ( Read more... )

Ahhh, My birthday=Saturday=absolutely amazing! hehe. I loved it! lolz. I <3 my friends! Wow, I'm 19 and I feel old! haha. Anyway, thanks for all the birthday wishes and those who made it feel special! Yay for Christmas..hehe. Long break and lots of friend time..can't wait.

Hmm..Did you ever wonder how sometimes things go so wrong when they seem to be going so great? Did you ever do something so stupid and then wanted to go back and change it, but couldn't? Did you ever have so much on your mind that you feel like you're going to explode? Did you ever wonder what's in store for your future? What's your purpose in life ( Read more... )

Well..isn't it weird how you change over the years? Or how someone you meet changes you whether better or worse? Isn't it also weird how you just lose touch or stop talking to some people, who could've been your best friend at one time? Looking back, thinking about myself in high school, I wish at times I could've punched myself, shoved me into a ( Read more... )

Well..today I took my Biology mid term..today wasn't Mountain Day! Darn! I definitely think I failed it..ha ha! Oh well..I'm changing my major anyway..I think. Everyone tells me that I can do it..I just have to work hard and want it bad enough but I don't feel comfortable with people's lives in my hands when I am not good @ what I'm doing. I don't ( Read more... )

So yeah..Tussey lost..42-7..I can't believe it..and they pretty much gave up after half-time..ugh! I guess I ate my words! I was really hoping they would win though! Oh well..it's only one loss..they'll kick butt the rest of the season!..hopefully! I don't know if I'll come back for Friday's game or not..hannah wants me to go with her..but I'm not ( Read more... )

So..yesterday at the carny was a freaking blast! I was there like ALL DAY! I took Hannah and Sam with me to church..Omg..that was hilarious. Remember girls: You'll never stumble if you're on your knees..lmao! How bout some bite marks and curdled milk? ha ha..jk! Things are hopefully ok between us..at least I think they are. Uh so..yeah..then I went ( Read more... )

How can life be so good and fun at one minute and then the next it's horrible and ugly? Why do things have to change? Why can't they just stay the way they are: good/perfect/amazing? No..something has to come along and screw everything that is good up. Why? Because it is the typical story of my life! UGH! Right now, everyone tells me: These are the ( Read more... )

Well, I am just sitting here realizing that I am truly leaving and it's killing me! I am so used to just going back to the high school that now that I'm not, it's scaring the crap out of me. Don't get me wrong..I want to leave my house in the worst way..my family drives me insane but I don't want to leave the present..now, my friends! I'm afraid ( Read more... )