havent posted in a long time..ok i dont remember the last time i was at this website ( Read more... )

well, fethi OFFICIALLY fired me...and i asked if he could give me a reason..he said NO...ya who knows who cares, i guess he still thinks i stand around and dont work as much as i should..whatever, i work just as much as everyone else, i just socialize while doing it...also it turns out he is finally deciding to crack down and follow through..well ( Read more... )

just an update..i am single..yes thats right..ben and i broke up. we ended our negative relationship. we will be trying to date again in august.

if you are here in tucson..call me..i lave aug 10th and i want to see you before i leave! but no worries i already got a free round trip from southwest, and ben and i will be visiting often!

It is May 13th,an dI graduate today! Who would of thought! I mean ya I still have summer, but still! My dad i guess has thought i would be in school for 6 freakin years! but i sure showed him! I thought it would bedec 06..but no i sure showed everyone! even myself!

go me!

p.s. where are my grad gifts ppl?! jk!

Thank God for great and honest friends. Last night, since I am going throug a depression wave, Laura would not let me sleep at home ( Read more... )

so annoyed right now. i seriously do not think i have made one friend through college that can make plans and stick to them. Soooo long ago, Erica and Lisa said i should spend the night at their place then we would go to Phx for country thunder. what is it?! the night before country thunder and i am sleeping at home! we were all going to go out, ( Read more... )

On Sunday, my parents ben and i went to my grandmothers. She is not doing to well:( I even cried while i was there. I walked in to her apartment and she was just standing there pale and almost clueless. Dad had told me she was depressed, but i was no expecting this. she was so disoriented. She became more alert as we talked to her, but as she sat ( Read more... )

So today, I went in to work expecting to talk to fethi about my lame ass quality check rachelle did while i was super sick on fri...but nooo..he said he had to fire me becuase of my quality check, cuz i have been "failing them" may i remind you failing one means to miss shelve a book or the 2 before it or after it out of like 10 ( Read more... )

i am sick! yuck yuck yuck!
i miss ben's company
i have 2 tests tomorrow
i am never going to catch up on all my reading

im screwed

lets hope i pass so i can graduate!

am i ever going to catch up? am i ever going to wake up and be like..ya lets go to classes and work AGAIN today..ben is coming this weekend...uh ya we arent going to to talk..he is going to have to buy a book and sit there while i read...seriously