Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you. And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too...

So thursday night I managed to trip over my own two feet and sprain my ankle. It takes klutziness talent I guess. :P

Dance class was fun tonight. We had a sub who was more jazz dance than hiphop. It was a nice change of pace and man do I miss some of those steps.

I hate the smell of alcohol. It makes me want to gag everytime I get a whiff of that putrid odor. I realize there are people out there who drink responsibly and love the stuff, but keep it the hell away from me. I'd much rather be alone with a book than at a booze party any day.

I just made myself a new playlist on my ipod & named it Energy. Hopefully all the upbeat 80s & 90s tunes will give me just that manana during my travels.

A day of new sneakers, bathroom scrub down, and dance class made it a big improvement from yesterday.

I just wanna curl up in a little ball and disappear. Right now I really wonder if I'll ever be truly happy again. Sometimes life really sucks...

Days like today I just want to curl up into a little ball and disappear. I wish I was with Mike right now. That would make things better.

It's funny, sometimes I feel completely overwhelmed by everything I have to do and other times I feel peachy-keen, totally unfased....What's up with that?

So yeah the other day I was toying with the idea of keeping a real handwritten full of secrets journal. But could I actually keep up with it? I've tried to keep journals before, but everytime I'm good for about 2 weeks and then I forget about it. Heck look at my livejournal.... I haven't exactly been too constant here, have I?