i 'm sick of life.
i don't understand why i have the friends i have.
when in the end they do nothing but make me feel like shit all the time.
i'm sick of it.
i'm tired of everythhiinnng.

im not ready for this.
its time to move on.
college starts in 2 days.
i wish life would just stop.
i dont want it to keep moving.
shit won't stop.
it just keeps happening.
im not perfect.!
how come its hard for anyone to understand that?

nothing is going right.
life fucking sucks.
i dont want to be here anymore.
high school is ending.
i'm constantly a bitch.
i don't no who i want to be.
i dont no where life is going.
i'm a fuck up.
the point in my life that i wanted to come soo bad has finally came.
& it just sucks.

nothing is what i think its going to. nothing turns out the way it should ( Read more... )

god damit. my iPod won't work. im sooo pissed. it plays when it is in the computer but when i plug it into my stero it doesnt fucking work. i can't live without it. i sleep with it on!!!

im gonna have the worst sleep ever.

**But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel**

so i hardly write in here anymore. hmmm.. lets see. i dont feel good. i think im getting a cold that is going around the fucking school. i new i was gonna get it at sometime. hopefully it will go away before it gets worse. i dont no if i really like school this year. i wish it was done and over with already. we have to go all the way till MAY!! it ( Read more... )

i am leaving with shayna for 5 days so leave me some comments to come back too.

loveyou guyz.

<33manda

im tired of drama and bein stuck in the middle of it.

why cant people jus move on....?!

get a life.

i dont really care any more.

BROOKEASAURUS: *insert you talking with her*
*her inturruption*
"no, you fucking listen to me."
*her retaliation*
"shut the fuck up you dumb cunt, before i break your fucking kneecaps in. LISTEN TO ME."

you alwayz seem to make a shitty day turn into a good one.

thank you. :)

ha.

meijer got egged today.

it made my day. lmao.