must stop overanaylzing

[lildemisa]

 i really really really really

REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY

REALLY
REALLY
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need to stop over thinking my life lol.

why is happy so god damn scary to me. this is how i ruin things lol. i panic and assume somthing has to go wrong. this fuckin guy. i know it's

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[hay_gurl_hay]

First off.... TL;DR.

But then I felt bad and went back to read it. Kinda.
Mostly, I scanned. BUT ANYWAY!

I know what you're talking about.

Happy is FUCKING TERRIFYING as all hell.
Why? Cause you're not really use to feeling safe just yet.
You just got out of a relationship where you thought everything was all fine and good but it wasn't.
So when things start getting all nice and happy, you're gunna freak out and assume something must be wrong. Like something has to be there that you're not noticing.

Don't worry, it's normal. Been there done that :D

[lildemisa]

lol yeah i got a tad outta hand when i posted this lol

thanks to project STOPIT lol i've been feeling alot better. so yays!!! maybe i can be happy and like the world wont end lol