Lolz nervous breakdown.

[lildemisa]

No one is left to read this shit yet there is something weirdly comforting about throwing a white flag on the field.

Where to start?

Well. I wake up to the news that my…lets stick with best friend because I think it can be saved someday…seems to be trying to get something together on Friday before Halloween, ya know the day diner con would have been

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[hay_gurl_hay]

That whole conversation, I do apologize for.
There was a lot of stuff going on at the time and I had just pretty much given up. I didn't mean to lash out on you like that. I was just done with everything.

Joe was bitching and complaining about his mom pretty much for the past week and a half he's been a miserable prick, so I just didn't think things would work. With him being like that, it would put me in a bad mood if there was going to be a party so I just didn't want to bring the whole thing down. Not to mention my con buddies were all dropping out left and right, trying to get me to change the date. I would have changed it had I been able to, but April had requested off for that entire weekend, so Friday was really the only day I could get out to do anything. I wasn't only planning it around my own schedule it just really was the only time i could do anything.
But once stuff cleared up, I said 'fuck it, who cares if they all can't go, at least I can see my friends' and decided to see who all was still even interested in going.

[lildemisa]

yeah we were both being bitches lol. i'm just so glad everything worked out okay <3.

yeah i really REALLY REALLY miss my parties. i just cant really have them anymore which super sucks. i'm kinda hoping if me and patrick can stay together and if his mom does move out i can talk him into letting me use his house even if it is suuuuper tiny it would be so much damn fun.