well fuck.

[lildemisa]

So I havent been posting often because I THOUGHT I was moving on to a new life.

I was busy planning the big move. Cleaning my room, making boxes.

I guess fucking not.

Yeah. He changed his mind. So now I have to look at all these fuckin packed boxes waiting for him to decided the move is a good idea. Really I’m fine if he thinks it’s a bad idea. In

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[hay_gurl_hay]

I'm hardly on here anymore either.
I randomly check every month or so to see if you've posted and then move on lol

but this all sounds like bullshit to me
I don't know what I'd do if Joe were just up and out without telling me shit about where he's going or what he's doing
and to show up, crying and drunk that early in the morning? expecting sympathy? yeah... no fucking way in hell

[lildemisa]

it's so fucking odd too because he's never done anything even close to that.

like i knew he was out with his freind mindy but every other time he said he was with her he was at her house, so i just assumed. luckly he fussed up to it right away but still. even those like 30 seconds where he was like "bullshit i didnt lie i just didnt tell you where i was" like dood. are you listening to yourself talk??

i mean he's been out drinking with a bunch of chicks without me before lol so not like he has a reason not to say anything...still bugs me a little.

i pretty much told him he's flagged. lol i'm not dealing with another 4 years for no fucking reason i'm way too fucking old. and i'm not even being cute. i am too fucking old to do this dating shit anymore. it's boreing and i'm just done with it.

it he ends up being a prick i quit and i'm just alone.