hee hee patrick and me are going out again tomarrow.

just made me happy. i really need to fix my sleep so i can interact with him like a person lol but still...mad excite!!!!!

 so i had my date last night. he's so cute. he had a boyfreind...how cute is that?

he picked up at like 6 and we went to kabuki, this japanese place by the cherry hill wegmens. there were nummmmmmy. i shouldnt have eatten earlyer that day cause they give you huge amounts of food and i couldnt come close to eat all of this. and since it's like all ( Read more... )

 i cleaned off one of the dressers on the bedroom to put some of my stuff on it but...eh.  no matter what i do with that room i still feel like i'm just staying over. i know in thoery i'm moveing into the other room but yeah, that idea isnt going anywhere fast. makes me mad because i really cant do it myself. i would just as soon throw out 90% of ( Read more... )

 NEEEEEEEEEWWWWW JUUUURNAL!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol

 he smokes pot and is seeing someone....

other one didnt come...

and you still want me...

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really? lol

 i really wanna know how to flirt.

i'm an adult. i should know to show guys i WANT THERE PEEEENIS lol....well maybe not all that but still...i'm a fuckin adult. my last "try" at flirting ending in me eatting ice cream like a cat lol. that is not normal. lol.

but i found i LOVE EATTING ICE CREAM LIKE A CAT!! lol omfg it like..tastes better. and bacon ( Read more... )

 your goina try and leave the state mother fucker? no.

i am not being played like that to fight with you and try to sue you out of the state.

i am so glad your parents are treating you like shit, you are shit. a worthless shit that this would would do well to be rid of.

DO NOT PLAY ME....DO NOT

i think i totes just got one of the guys i crave to agree to take me on a date without meaning too...

I AM WIN

well even if it isnt...FREE FUCKIN MOVIE YA'LL!! what you know about 40 buck worth of movies for like..15 bucks at most....i feel so ninja right now lol..

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ninja

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  I feel oddly....refreshed lol.

maybe it's because of today or maybe because of the book i just finished

either way as crazy as it is i just made a promise to whatever god thingie is up there.

I WILL TRY.

i will try to be a good person.

mostly this mean i will trust what i think is right. all this recent bullshit showed me that i was not being ( Read more... )