every day just goes by.

all i want for christmas is a new place to live.

i’m so stupid.
and i’m so mad.

life is just a constant kick in the gut lately. i need to either physically write stuff down now or dig out the dj password because i’ve gotta write it down but it can’t go here.

i stopped myself twice today from trying to initiate a conversation with him. i thought of clever things to say in response to the glimpses of life he shows everyone who wants to see. but i caught myself before pressing ‘send’ and instead simply said no.

if he wanted to, he would.

(and yes i know that if i want to, i could.)

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i hate it here so i will go to lunar valleys in my mind.

here comes the crying at everything part.

IT’S FINE!

if he wanted to, he would.

if he wants to, he will.

don’t let your world slow down because of this. he is constantly moving forward. you need to move too.

well this is weird. but i’m excited about what the future may have in store.