belong, v: To fit into a group naturally

no matter where i go lately i feel like i don't belong, like my prescence is not appreciated, and if i wasn't at a certain place no one would even notice.. and thats everywhere, home and not home, work or out.. i'm just a nuissance to everyone and i just make things harder.. the only person who knows how i ( Read more... )

spring break started today.. why doesnt it feel like it? probably because i have a lab report, a lab presentation, an italian presentation, italian homework, a bio summary to do, and a biology test to study for during it.. go eff.. wish i wasnt slacking, im never getting into pharm school at this rate ( Read more... )

This may be ignorant and selfish of me but I'm annoyed with the world right now. I love how my family's biggest problem seems to be the fact that people call the house phone at night and wake them up, and the fact that they have to talk so loudly about it while I'm sitting in my room trying to make something of myself. What they should be ( Read more... )

this week has been absolutely insane and i was miserable for 95% of it.. it all started after saturday night when i went bowling with steve, devon, pat, krissy, and kris.. and we realized that i broke out in hives? go figure the week i have a million midterms and papers to do.. so we thought it was from my shirt until i woke up the next morning ( Read more... )

steve is the most amazing person i know. he picked me up from the hell hole today and it made me smile =] and NOTHING makes me smile 4:30 on a wednesday afternoon..

school sucks, someone pray i get through the next two weeks alive.

well devon swears she brought lj back and she didnt because apparently i think i did haha just kidding but yea anyway since i last updated school started it friggin blows and my biology class is ridiculous.. relationships lovely, stevens sitting next to me right now being his weird self but hes the best =] and hes laughing at me.. kissing my arm, ( Read more... )

ok i guess i just needed to vent so i came to my neglected livejournal.. although i've been thinking about this for a while i think i finally came to an understanding behind my madness.. i've figured out so many things about myself in the past couple months ( Read more... )

baccalaureate is tomorrow, i wont survive.. i've anticipated the day i got out of this school for the entire year because i was taken for granted by EVERYONE.. and now that i've finally been appreciated by a few people, i realize how much i will truly miss that school.. mrs. kane became a second mother to me after i left her class sophomore year.. ( Read more... )

so um my cousins having her baby tonight! im excited for her, yet upset because i most likely wont be able to go up to the hospital to see her, unless he/she (which i think itll be a he) is born early enough before my parents get to bed.. my cousins gf said shed take me tomorrow at 4 o clock when she got done work, but prom duties call.. i kinda ( Read more... )

a good way to start this entry would be a conversation with ashley, because thats always how good conversation comes about, so here it is ( Read more... )