i got my hair changed. its different and cool. i like it

i was just looking at my new years resolutions and i thought i'd see how far i've gotten..

i need to lose weight, no matter what you guys tell me. CHECK! although i'm still working on it
i need to get my priorities straight. CHECK!
i need to be myself. fuck what you guys say/think about me. CHECK!
i need to think about my future. CHECK!
i need to figure ( Read more... )

i love being ditched. i lot.

my new years was kiiiiiiinda boring. but hey, at least we didnt wait until 10 minutes after midnight to say happy new year. like last year. hah
k here are my resolutions:

i need to lose weight, no matter what you guys tell me.
i need to get my priorities straight.
i need to be myself. fuck what you guys say/think about me.
i need to think about my ( Read more... )

i dont know what i believe, think, want, need or have anymore. this is bad. 
i havent ever hit rock bottom like this and im scared.

it really does break my heart.

well, since everyone has plans and what not, it looks like i will be sitting around at home watching scary movies and taking care of my dog who got some of her ear cut off last night.

so its been a while, huh? well life's been okay. i work a lot.

last night was my first night off, though. went to the football game til halftime. then we car chalked cars and they hate us now. sweet! michele doesnt, i just wrote prepare to die and look behind you all over it so it just scared the shit out of her. i added nigger too. plus skank real ( Read more... )

so im going to homecoming with friends, but i might have a date? i dont know if i want a date though.
tonight i work for 3 and a half hours but on friday and sunday 7 hours each. should be fun, i guess.

who wants to hang out after i get off?

well, school. boring. blah blah blah.

i went and saw my brothers dorm. pretty sweet. he hates me, yay! but i love my bwudah anyways.

then pizza ranch training. i got a free t-shirt and a dollar. go me!

then i moved my room. to downstairs. so im still currently in both rooms but soon it will be just the one.

thats all for now, see ya laterrr. not at ( Read more... )