uh hello? does anyone use this thing anymore?  :( 

I want to change. I want to lose 10 pounds. I want to go to church. I want to volunteer. I want to figure out what I want to be. I want to cry (weird, I know but I haven't in a really long time)  I don't want to hurt anymore. I want answers.  I want to go to a new place and live there.

I'm going to run, thats one thing from my list.... :(

jfldkfjkffdja im bored and im boycotting myspace because i hate it and theres really no point for it now but i dont wanna delete it again so ill do this little survey i stole from corto on here.

Type your cut contents here.
1. How old will you be in five years?
25.

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
nobody yet, i just woke up.

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Here it goes again. You do these things to make her happy, I leave a comment and I get deleted. You don't care about my feelings, probably never did.  So heres to the next 4 months of us being "friends" aka you only talk to me when youre not with her.  So much for everything.

i kinda forgot my mom is married. I have a step dad ew. I'll never think of him as that. just the big fat man who brings presents once a year, santa haha i got a new camera! mickey is my love peace out im going for a drive


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The runway lights are the deepest blue like the colors of your eyes
So close them tight and kiss me one last time

that's it.

i wish he cared

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