haven't done a post in forever.  and after reading my last post, i realized that EVERYTHING has changed.  i don't have time to get into it right now, but hopefully when i have time to spare, i shall endulge you. 

 so i haven't updated this thing in a little over a month.  the semester finally came to a close.  i got an A in weaving and urban sociology, a C in art of india, and unfortunately an Incomplete in metals... my first incomplete in my academic career.  i really let myself down this time.  i let life get me down.  i let stupid little things bother me ( Read more... )

 

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he is everything you want
he is everything you need
he is everything inside of you
that you wish you could be

he says all the right things
at exactly the right time
but he means nothing to you
and you don't know why

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so i went out to the bar the other night
got completely trashed
had to be helped out of the bar
threw up multiple times on the way to the car
threw up again once i made it to the car
frozen vomit in my hair
all i did was cry and puke
i felt so bad that i had to be taken care of
i have the best friends in the world
but i also have the most screwed up heart
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this song is the epitome of my life. and it's so true.

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so.... my professor in chorus class came up to me after class today

Dr. V: eileen, did you know that you have NEVER been on time for this class

Me: uh, yes.

Dr.V: and you've missed this class twice already

Me:  um, yes.

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after spending the last couple of weeks taking care of mike and his sinus infection + bronchitis, i have finally fallen ill with i don't know what.  achey body, nasty cough... no fever though.  now it's his turn to take care of me and answer to every one of my requests.  he came over last night with orange juice, cough medicine and all the hugs and ( Read more... )

  
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it's 4:40am and i'm awake... of course.  in the metals studio again, pulling another one of my famous all-nighters.  i'd much rather be in bed with mike watching the venture brothers, laughing and cuddling.  ugh.  maybe tomorrow night.  if i were only a master at soldering... then i wouldn't have to be awake right now.  my first class is at 11, so ( Read more... )