Well I've been back in Cali for 10 days and it sucks. I never knew I could miss someone the way I miss Jason. I hate this shit. He is way over there and I'm way over here and I can't cuddle with him. But I'm dealing with it the best that I can. I mean with out being able to see him when ever I want or as often as I want sucks. I wish I could just ( Read more... )

Why is it that when you fall in love with someone that nothing seems to matter? No one can do anything to mess up a good thing but yourself or that person? Why is it that before its time for you to go it's like all the time you spend together seems like minutes? Why does love hurt so much? But then again why does love feel so good? Love is an ( Read more... )

Why does being in love suck so much? I just can't put my finger on it, but its like when you really care about someone it seems like nothing can change for you, then when the tabels turn around and you find out that you are leaving the one you care about its like everything changes. First you start getting distant, but the distance just makes your ( Read more... )

Wow my time here in the desert is almost done.And yet I still have not gotten in trouble. That is amazing. I've come really close but it hasn't caught me yet! Well hopefully everyone is doing well and I will see some one named Stacy when I get back!!!!!! Well talk to ya later!

DESERT LIVING SUCKS! I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF MY JOB I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL I FINALLY GET OUT! I WISH I WAS AT A JOB WHERE I COULD JUST QUIT WHENEVER I WANTED TO! OR I WISH I COULD GET FIRED! EITHER WAY I'DE BE HAPPIER. THE MILITARY SUCKS!

These days are lonely! Boring and lonely! I hate this shit, but oh well. Just trying to keep my mind occupied! Until later.

For some odd reason I wish I could see his smiling face,I wish I could hold him at night, I wish I could get some ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But only time will tell. I'm really in a shitty mood today, I have a migrane from hell. And it ain't funny. The days are too long, the nights are too short, I wish I could see a mall or a bath tub! I wish I could see ( Read more... )

Well lets just say that even with all of this heat and sun and stress you can still find time to have a relationship! Its awesome. I found someone that I can actually have a great conversation with. Not only that but I found that there are so many different places to do the do here, but I wouldn't know first hand;) But it is great to have someone ( Read more... )

Let's see. Today and the past few days have been cool. Last week Dave Atell from Comedy Centrals Insomniac came to Kuwait. At that show I met a fire fighter. His name is Juan. The funny thing is is that I am 11 days older then he is and that he is a former Marine. But he is so cute! Back to my story, it comes to find out that we are attracted to ( Read more... )

WHAT CAN I SAY? WHAT IS IT WITH HEAT AND GETTING HORNY??????????? FOR SOME REASON ALL OF THIS HEAT IS BOTHERING ME. I MEAN IF I COULD GET SOME ASS IT WOULD BE DIFFERENT, BUT SINCE I CAN'T ITS MAKING THIS WORSE. FOR SOME REASON I FIND MYSELF ATTRACTED TO A 37 Y/O, WHO HAS A S/O AND HAS KIDS. WTF????????? I DON'T GET IT. DOES ANYONE ELSE EVER GET ( Read more... )