bahhhhhhg. its christmas day & i hate this computer thank god we got a new one that will be hooked up soon. i hope? blah my aim isnt working, gay if you ask me! but hey w|e. just felt like updating to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

<3 nic

i`ve come to realize this; niether you or i are really making the effort we promised each other. since that "arguement".. things seem to have gotten worse,thats my point of view anyway. i`m starting to get annoyed though. when i do say something to you.. i get an attitude or a nasty look & all im tyring to do is have a conversation. when i try to ( Read more... )

im feeling the need for a new cool icon. anyone in the mood to make me one?

anything is fine.. something that matches my colors.. the black hot pink & white.. maybe some checkers on it too somewhere.. who knows. yeah.

<333.

i decided im deleting a couple of entries.. b|c they are lame and un needed stupid information. i think im starting to grow up & im starting to understand life more & more.. and i dont need those entries to remind me of how young and naive i was only a couple of months to about a year ago.

i think its time for another update. im feeling mixed emotions and i need to get it out in the open.

at night, before i go to sleep, i think about life and what will become of the friendships i have and the friendships that are going to develop through out highschool. I think about how i want forever to last with me and pj. so many things run ( Read more... )

i am at tara and im bored b|c her & her sister are doing ddr. so im updating my journal b|c i feel the need to since she does it all the time at my house. yeah. sooo today was schhool, duh. no one was there.. everyone went away!!! shauna and diana and barbara are gonnneeeeeeeeeeee :-(. i miss them ( Read more... )

my friends are amazing.

i wanna thank yous for everything you guys did yesterday to cheer me up. love you all.

<333always.

wow.. over a month & one half w|out an update ( Read more... )

o man i havent updated in awhile ............ probably becuase im a huge dork and all.............ive bene paliyng tetris alot lately.........i suck at it though............. shauans birthdya is tomorrow................. well today if ut hink about it................pj murphy is ten tiems cooler than me and thats how it will alwasy be....... im a