I cant stand to see all of my friends leaving like this. some i'll see in just a few months. but who thought id ever want the security of going back to high school? of seeing all the people ive known my whole life ( Read more... )

dont really like smashing my head against the wall anymore, sorta hurts. But i guess ive always been the type who, perhaps not literally, smashes their heads against walls. Making bad decisions should officially be self mutilation. I dont think i ever want to feel anything again. Well all the lyrics say that pain will fade, but i may be an ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53% Stability |||||| 26% Orderliness |||||| 30% Altruism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||| 30% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% ( Read more... )

Im so nervous about driving today. Ive never driven a car before, only the van. Plus im really out of it. Oh dear this should be great fun.

Oh yeah im angry again. Really angry. Dont guys have anything better to do than make fun of their friends? ugh, im disgusted with middletown. Its time to get out.

Wow... where do i start ( Read more... )

i am so unhappy today.... since driving this morning its just felt like one bad trip...

ugh just dont know what i want right now. i just need to get out of here for awhile and have some true freedom, no more hiding....

its almost time....

I wish i could find someone who could fix everything for me. Someone who could make everything better. I don't feel like talking anymore, or eating or breathing. I dont want to put out the effort it takes to live.

umm yeah... nothing really exciting to say...just wanted to update because i can?

Whatever.

So apparantly ive become addicted to bad habits? lol. I dont know...

I'm sorry, i really am but those people who use "woot" are getting on my last nerve. Its not that i dont like you or respect you for your choice of words, but any individuality of it is quite gone. I mean do you say "woot" in public, does it boost your self esteem? Please stop using that phrase in regards to evverything?! Its like this years ( Read more... )

::sigh:: sorry ( Read more... )