okay okay i know i wasn't here for , well some of spring break but my friends didnt even call me to do anything with me...and i know they got together. Well at least some of them. ALl my friends except s few are being total AHHH. Lents over so i don't have to be oh so nice anymore.. so watch out...it pisses me off that no one would even call me...i ( Read more... )

wow how do i put this all...i just dont know what i'm doing. I'm just going to write this out: i'm sick...of everything. Its like give me a break. Everybody is on my back about my grades, some of my friends are a**holes...and i'm just confused with this one guy. School like totally rocks but then it sux at the same time. I'm working my ass off for ( Read more... )

AHHHHH! they drive me insane...okay so much going on its not even funny. Okay start of with one my friends (well some of them) probably dont even give a damn about me. All they do is talk about boys and how much they get them coming after them...AHHHHH! all they do is make plans with their boyfriends and forget about me! What the hell about me? ( Read more... )

what can i say..i'm speechless, and also taken back..everyones worried about me liking ryan..why? is it because i always pick the wrong guy...yeah chris, steve, matt, rhys, and much more where wrong but maybe i've finally found one thats right...maybe. :thinking: i dont know what to think everyone says his going to hurt me...is he? how can people ( Read more... )

Racey days ( Read more... )

omg!!! i had soo much fun!!!i cant believe i never thought of bringing ryan with me....he made it a blast. His so funny. Yeah sooooo i'm kinda just chillin out tonight by myself. Everyone keppt asking if he was my boyfriend last night..well everyone his not..and he anyways he wouldnt want to be with me. Plus i might not date anyone until i lose ( Read more... )

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i dont know what it is but theirs so much drama this year and so many cliques. I dont know what i am, who am i? what do people see me as, just a good laugh or maybe the fat girl they feel sorry for. i'm like one of the biggest girls in my class and it bugs me. i'm trying to lose weight honestly but i cant stop eating sometimes, food is like ( Read more... )

okay i wish in gods name i could be grwon up and out of this crazy house. I wish i could fly away. i wish i could be 50 lbs lighter...i wish i could just sleep. my moms always mad. i cant talk to anyone. it would just freak people out if they really knew how i feel. i cant do anything...:cry: why did god have to make me? really seriouslly why me!! ( Read more... )

went out yesterday with Tay, lauren, megan, and of course ME! We went to the spectrum ...fun fun fun...soo many hot boys there. I nedd to take yall there..its amazing. Saw Napolean dynamite..Tine get your lard ass over here..hahahah i'm laughing right now. It was such a great movie. Napolean is such a geek but i think thats hott~ Sizzler..lauren ( Read more... )