i'm very excited like very......its really cool to be losing weight....now i have about 64 lbs left and then i'm at my ideal weight.....i cant wait.....omg...

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its been 4 days and i've lost 10 lbs....i know i sux i could of done soooooo much better i've just started this whole not eating thing...i was bulimic but i quiet that because my cheeks were getting really big!!!! UGH i hate looking at all the weight i put on with that medication my dr. put me on

i hate boys...i really do i got my ex who still treats me as his friend but never calls me...and hasnt talked to me in a long time..then there's tim...he uses me...like alot...i feel so used...i haven't felt this used and dirty in a long time...i feel so dumb..i cant think...i've sinned...for guy i pledged...ad i broke that promise, he only wanted ( Read more... )

i promise...its all he said...now where is he..? off with someone..his gone...while i'm here stuck in reverse. The tears come streaming down my face. Cause i've lost something i can't replace. i've never felt so much alone in my life as i do now. No one gets it...i've lost someone who meant so much to me. It was all a lie. Everything he said. ( Read more... )

tell me that i'm alright...??? i'm so confused with my emotions and who i love. I really like Steve...but i dont get how he could of left me and then when i found him he was back in my life. Then he says he stills loves me. I haven't seen him in two years pretty much..i love him and i cant get over him...but there's a lil itty bitty problem...my ( Read more... )

yea soo i dont know what my feelings are for this certain someone....his an ass but i love him..and i cant get over him...i know he wont do me any good but i loved him...he keeps saying things to me that annoy the hell out of me..! uh yea guys suck...

my mom read my journal and she flipped out on me...of course at the time i had no idea why she was so mad...but then yesterday she told me what she did and felt guilty. So from now on i'm not writing. Except for here...anyways...yeah todays MORP...and again my parents wont let me go...because of grades....AH yeah...i basically have one F in spanish ( Read more... )

there's someone in my life again...and my doc says i'm vulnerable to him...could this be true..? I hope not..I hope, i pray i dont get hurt..its werid he didnt even come to look for me..! yeah, werid..and i dunno what i'm doing his coming back to cali to see his friends and his bringing his girlfriend...Did i not mention that he has a gf..yeah.. ( Read more... )